didnt want to 'jinx' myself and post prematurely, but im actually starting to feel REALLY GOOD. sleep like a baby, happy to be alive, 3 days straight now, it took almost 70 days of misery to get here, but boy am i glad i didnt try to find another way....
natural high...............
cant buy that ^
im sure ill have peaks and troughs thats life right, but the malaise in my body/mind is clearing and i feel alive, truely alive for the first time in a LONG TIME.
this forum has helped a lot,
abstinence and sobriety, not substitution for me...................
love.........