I know what you all are saying is true.. my husband (use to use) cola... and still does.. i caught him sneaking aorund doing it behind my back. he fianlly came clean with me and told me what was going on. he thought he had licked the habit... 10 years before... once an addict always an addict.. hes slipping again ..going down that beaten path.. i found him one night not a month ago at one of his buddys house.. so messed up he coudlnt speak.he was trying to tell me something but coudlnt get the words out... i was devistated. we have 8 kids..1 grandchild.. htey all know what he does.. now its causing problems with our sex life.. our marriage. ... its so not worth it.. i have my own problem with ultrams.. and believe me .. i want this monkey off my back.. DRUGS KILL!! in every aspect. to the20 year old girl.. god.. RUN.,.. get help.. your only 20 your still a baby with so much in front ofyou.... a whole lifetime.. your all in my prayers
Denise
I'm asssuming since the previous post regarding Ultram was like 7 years ago those issues have long since been dealt with. I was recommended this drug as an atelrnate to Vicodin after a septoplasty while in inpatient recovery, because at that time it was thought to be non-narcotic and non-addictive. This was in '95. I wasn't necessarily trying to stay clean so much as I was trying to stay out of Federal Prison. After failing two drug tests for coke, with the third imminent, I checked myself in to rehab. Much to my pleasant surprise I found that i could get an almost Vicodin like buzz from the ultram, and a really nice one at that with a soma or 2. Neither of these drugs showed up in my drug tests, After several weeks they wouldn't give me a buzz anymore so I would go off them for several months. I never once experienced any withdrawal symptoms.
give me another perspective
i am going to be honest, I have a friend, speaking through him via this forum, "cocaine makes you feels like the king of the world, you think and tell yourself over and over again that you are in control and soon enough you aren't it is truly the devils dandruff, all you need to do is change your mentality, everyone who is reading this, just take that ****** feeling you have lying awake at 5:00 in the morning and realize that is all cocaine will ever for for you
If I could change anything in my life I would go back to the first time my friend racked a line and knock it to the floor
I know you and my friend can stop I only hope you look at this post
just stop please, it is a terrifiying thing
This is a very old post (6.5 years). These people are not here anymore. I'm glad your brother is okay. Start a new post (at top of page where it says 'post a question') and get some support from the forum.
Greatgreebo
my brother overdosed 2 weeks ago and actually died, luckily he was ressusated in the ambulance and thank god he is still with us, this has been the biggest shock to all of us ,as he had been clean for a year, this episode seems to have brought reality home to him and scared him so much it seems to be a turning point in his life. He actually felt him self dying but something inside him screamed no, a brush so close with death should be a warning to all,