Can't be here anymore, Leaving Forum! Bye all...

[hopeless]

Okay, get home from what was a long day, sit down check my email and have an email from a Lurker (LOSER) that got my email from this site. Saying very rude things, and cutting me and others down.

Well this is to whoever that "LOSER" is...We are human, and not one of us people here on earth is perfect, we all make mistakes. You need to get a life is all i can say. I am a 35 yr. old woman, just your everyday, average human being. OMG, took some pain meds. and got addicted. What's it to ya? All I can say is that, if you have nothing better to do than run through forums to try to get to people, you are the one with the "Real Addiction", I (we) are proud to have found this site and are strugglin' to make it through from day to day. So i am saying to you, Get a life, or a job......Whatever you need to do to keep yourself entertained, this site is NOT for entertainment. It is Loser's like you that have the REAL problems in life.

Hey all, I feel my privacy has been invaded, and do not feel comfortable anymore here. This was to be a place that i could come and get advice and help others. Guess Not!!! These Lurkers (Losers) have made me feel very uncorfortable, the read my posts and got my email, now emailing me...Laughing, cutting me down, and over all just making me feel like all i am is a piece of sh**...

I am done here, I will be on tonight for a bit, then that is all for me. Cause if i can't feel comfortable about expressing my feelings then why stay. I will miss the ones who have helped me come as far as i did. I thank all of you...Mj, Browneyes, Tim, Shelby, Ionote, Lisa, Emily, Todd and any others i didn't list.

I refuse to be cut down, I am freakin human just like we all are.

This really su***....
God i am gonna miss ya all.....so very much....

Mj, you have my email, if you can find a way you can give it to the others...

I love all of you...(Crying now)
and I am gonna be so lost without this site and all my "Friends without Faces"

God Bless, and I wish all of you the best...

Love you
Me - Hopeless

PS I just want to be able to talk to you all 1 more time...Be here for just a bit is all...

[tztlady]

You put the "hope" in the word hopeful.   Way to go, hon, lick those wounds and keep on truckin'.  We need you.

[RLB1958]

hey.. first of all honey, we all feel the same way when it comes to pain,. its just how we deal with it thats differant. and again. don;t let anyone rent space in that head. and further more. its none of your business how others feel about you and its none of thier business hoe you feel about them. just make sure your own back yard is clean... keep coming back..... and one more time.. STAY.. knock that disease running mind right off your head and forget about IT.. remember you are the most important person right now.. so leave it alone  and get on with your life..  If we put something out here on this forum.,. we have to accept that there are goi ng to be people who come on here and do things like this. its just that we have to leanr to wipe it off our shoulders and get on with whats in front of us, right here, right now.. good luck..

[hopeless]

Shelby, I did not know thats how you met Tim, and yes you are so right, it is so easy to mistake the words that someone says to you, i feel awful now. I understand that Jeff was not being mean, just stating a fact is all....

: )


Tzlady, thanks for understanding me....You stuck up for me girl, LOL...You rock!!!  Just upset is all, i am sure i will get over it... Thanks girl....


RLB, you are right, i guess if i am going to posting sh** on here then i need to except the fact the others than the ones i post it to are gonna have access to it. Just hurt is all, the **** they said about my father....Anyway you are right. I shouldn't let this get to me...Just hard right now, all that i have going on...

Thanks Shelby, Tz, and RLB and everyone else for making and helping me see whaat really matters and that is ME....

Love ya all
Hopeless

[RLB1958]

U GO GIRL!!!!! thats the way .......:o)

[JeffinNC]

You don't need to apoligise. Just know that you are in the right place here and we have all been in similar if not the same situations. You hang in there and know that leaving here is not the answer, regardless of some idiot who may upset you from time to time. I've had it happen to me too just by trying to help. It happens.

[road2recovery]

i did not put my comment to hopeless!!! i put it to hope...i think you need to change that..LOL
i don't blame you and so sorry for what was said about your father...But i see with all the responses you received that you should know now how important you are to us..Like i said in the other post, i don't post anymore..But i did get an email from someone that said some things that scared me and kind of stopped posting here,,,but kept reading it..I also wished i would not have deleted it to see if it was from the same person...BUT keep you head up, ok, don't leave us, unless you need to take a break and that would be so understood...i think there is a way even if you deleted it to still find it, my brother is a compter wiz, and i am going to ask him if he could find mine...All i can remember it saying was you from the forum, addicts are going to hell, etc...so i don;'t know..
just stay strong girl
Don't get me wrong to say something about your father is horrible, i am like you, talk about me but not that...SO SO SORRY