I might get on the recipe, now that i'm completely sober, it might help with the lethargy, and or depression.
good to see ya posting you were here when i found this fourm
2 months ago, thanks for being there.
ya the receipe along with the 5htp has taken the depressions i used to get when ever i was kicking, and completly lifted it.
no depression at all , and let me tell ya the depression used to kick my but. the receipe has helped greatly with that lack of energy problem. good luck. peace.
Oh, man, do I know that feeling. As I said, I do not work and play well with others. My cousins were coming up to the mountains to visit on Sunday and I kept thinking, "Hell with this taper ****! I can take some extra then start again tomorrow!". I feel so uncomfortable around other people and nobody seems to realize how scared I am.
Well, I was swallowing immodium and extra vitamin B and then the little tramps didn't even show! LOL!
I *know* the BD party is going to be swell. You wouldn't be where you are now, if you couldn't handle it.
I've finally reached a level where the pain is showing up big time. Seems like everything I own. I can't take any anti-imflammatories, so I whined to my dogs and my cats and my birds and the suckers all just laughed and said, "Yeah, yeah. Life's a *****. Feed us." <sigh>
Still hanging tough. Quite honestly, the pain is easier to deal with than the heebie jeebies and the depression.
Thank you all for being,
Wren
Oh, I know about the crankiness. I do not work and play well with others myself, on *many* occasions.
I knew you all would be back, I was just being selfish and needing you NOW!! LOL!! Give that angel on your shoulder a hug from the little, round witch. If she's looking after an addict, she deserves a hug.
I like the phrase "Always room for one more addict". In my travel through life, I've found I like addicts, and alcoholics the best. They understand emotional challenge, a generally maintain a better sense of humor about themselves than Normals.
I wasn't able to get any bup, so I'm simply doing the slow taper. SIMPLY! Bwahahahaha! <gasp, wheeeeze!> Simply! Oh, gods, thats silly. I needed that! It's working though. I'm now trying to remember exactly why it was I wanted to find out how bad the pain is really getting. Oh. Yeah. 150 mg of vike a day and climbing, that's it.
The pain's still here, but so am I.
Thanks for the "meditation", WW. Got a chance to use a hot tub in Circle last night. Sulis came and calmed.
Blessings,
Wren
<see, when I'm not so depressed, you have to put a sock in my mouth.>
I keep hearing this "recipe" being mentioned. I've also seen people ask about it and they were advised to look at the archived posts. I for the life of me cannot find this recipe! All I can piece together from multiple postings I have read is that it contains valium, L-tyrosine(?) and immodium. Can anyone just tell me what the ingredients are, milligrams, how much and how often to take. I've been on a vicodin binge for about the past week and I'm going to run out of pills on Tuesday and I'm not looking forward to withdrawls. I can already feel them when I get up in the morning before I take my first vicodin. I want this to be the last time I have to withdrawl. Anybody who can help please respond!
P.S. I don't have access to valium or any other benzos, are there any other good alternatives?
I leave for not even a day and I havent seen anyone really posting, I guess thats how it is here, its hard to post all the time. anyway, can we keep radioboy from posting??? I think we all know hes looking for quick fixes, I don't even want to know where hes getting it from. Anyway, how is everyone doing?? groovy? skipper? you guys out there. Its a rainy monday morning, and for the first time in a long time, I have nothing in my system, I have no withdrawals but the depression is kicking my ass. I guess it doesn't help that my girlfriend is in the bahamas at the "Atlantis" ...............