I have put my taper plan in motion. Starting today, I've moved from 30mg oxy to 25 mg.... That's 5/10/10... On advise from this forum, i am not going to try to go too fast.. Just drop 5mg every 7 days. I have flushed every pill in the stash except for the 52 I need for the taper. I took pictures of my grandsons in with me, taped them to the bathtub, said a couple of affirmations and quick threw them in, two bottles full at a time. I was really shaking bad. I had 6 bottles of both 15s and 10s. All gone. It's been almost 24 hours and I am not yet regretting the flush. I want my marriage back!
.My last day is set for march 12.
Question--- at what point do you think I might be getting sick? I planned each step down for a thursday b/c hubby works weekends and i figure if I am sick on weekends i can just take an extra klonopin that I have for restless leg syndrome to help me get extra sleep. But do you think I will be physically ill with this plan?
Also on the advise of this forum, I am going to the next NA meeting i can find. How does one find these? Since they are anonymous, I presume they are not listed on the internet?
Finally, I do have an appt that was already scheduled with my pain doctor for march 4th. The real test will be taking those last few pills in to show her I have tapered and let her know I don't need any more prescriptions. Not sure how that will go. But one day at a time, right?
Thanks for the support and kind words. You all are wonderful people.