I have the same type of situation. Right now I don't have any access either. It is only day 7 for me. I feel great physically. I will have access again on Feb 12th. It is not a script refill, but a street type of access.
It sure isn't easy without access, but it has to make it easier than if we did have access. I am hoping that by the 12th, I will have a handle on this thing.
JOE
Youre gonna get stronger everyday. But, there may still be some days ahead where u feel really tempted. I know thats been the case with me. Its been a little over a month since my last vicodin and I am still dealing with some challenging days. Thats why when I decided to quit I got rid of all access options. But, thats just for the time being, I mean if I really wanted to I'm sure I could get vicodin, percocet or whatever I wanted b/c I really do have a legitimate source of pain. It would just take me actually going to the Dr then going to the pharmacy...more steps involved rather than just reaching over into my nightstand. Those extra steps give me more time to think about what I'm really doing...really listen to my body (asking myself, are u really in excruciating pain), time to remember the torture of days 1-4 of w/d, and time to pray and ask God to help me resist the temptation. So, on Feb 12; try going thru some of these steps and b/c u wont actually have the pills within arms reach you should be OK. I remember that I was due for a refill on 1/6; guess what, 1/6 came and went regardless of whether I took a pill or not. So will 2/12.
Hey Joe!
How are you feeling today?
You are on day 7, huh? Man, I remember that day WELL! SHOO>>> Well, you sound like you are in much better shape than I was, buddy.
More power to ya from above.
Lisa
And if you wake up on that day and have some problems, if at all possible, don't go to work and sit here -- I will SIT here and emial you crazy stupid stuff ALL day and night. I will doit until it's CONFIRMED that your street source has already sold off what he had. We are a family and we'll deal with it as a family -- OMG -I sound like the Sopranos! Well, mine as well finish that way ... We;re a family and we'll deal with it as a family because once you're IN there's no gettin out. :)
Hugs!