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268911 tn?1213744781

HELP! I'm SCREAMING inside!!

Holy cow!!  I cannot believe how messed up I am right now.  My mind is going 100 different directions, I'm anxious, mad, sad, hungry, stressed, losing weight and I start to take it out on my poor wife.  She is trying to be patient with me but I can see that is running out.  IS this normal for day 12?  Somebody tell me it gets better.  

This whole detox thing has been mental with me..I've always been able to deal with the physical.

On the lighter side....this detox is also killing my ability to beat songs on Guitar hero.  La Grange and Slow Ride are kicking my ***.

PEACE!
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Hang in there - haven;t talked with you in awhile.  Sorry, I have got to do better.  When I read this I had to take a moment to tell you we are feeling rough too....but we can do this...no doubt!  And I am only willing to go through this once so relapsing is not an option...we will face hell first.  But we don;t want to...lol
Hang in there...if you can play Guitar Hero - you have got this thing beat!
peace & love
It is funny movie time here......
We have been listening to music all day...it is weird, on the methadone at the highest mg., we did not even care about music...not at all like us.  We cannot wait to get back!
Our counselor will be calling tomorrow...I am just going to say that we feel great and I don't know why he is calling!  lol We like him alot, he isn;t even our 'paid' counselor anymore, he just wants to continue to follow up with us.  We have an appoitnment with him April 4...I am going to make a paper chain,,,and remove a link every day...it actually helps a lot.  You should all try it!
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good thing you can concentrate enough to play that wii or ps. I think you answered a question for me from this a.m. I guess this is normal. Its gonna be alright.
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401095 tn?1351391770
Seems as though there are good days and bad days...but the bad days get farther apart...today I do not feel well...no energy....I was watching my 8 year old g-daughter and I was like...just give me 10 percent of that energy..I would pay millions for it  LOL...I guess we gotta be patient...exercise helps and I am off to the gym
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