Reading all these posts here is very touching. I wish all of you the best in this honorable fight against a hideous disease. For some reason, we all found this place so we can all find another place. If I ( and I am sure many others) could figure out a way to drive 40 miles to an urgent medical care to "score" or to trick a person who went to 10 years of school to write us a 20 tab script for ( fill in drug of choice here..) we are strong enough to carry on. ( at least that is what I am telling myself!) Keep believing everyone, in your God, and in yourself!
Remember the conversation we had the other day about you flushing all those pills? Well, I found a stash, not a big stash, but nevertheless, a stash to me! The worst part is when I went to fill my script, they gave me the NAME BRAND because they were out of the generic. Right there I wanted to take them! Just because they are not generic! I talked myself (yelled at myself) right out of it! I said "NO WAY IN HELL! I WILL BE SICK THE REST OF THE WEEK AND JUST NO! I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO THINK ABOUT IT AGAIN! CASE CLOSED!" Now I had a headache and went to get advil, I must have stashed 5 (not many but i'm use to taking 1/2's throughout the day and 5 would do it!). I don't mean to get weird on everyone, but see how evil this thing is? This TRYING AND OUT TO GET ME! I said no! I don't have enough, and it's like right at that time, it actually says "Well how's this? I'll give you 5 to start" WHAT THE F*CK! I'm sorry but this is some sick sh*t! I seriously believe it is alive!This is not a coincidence! My sister said the same! When she wants drugs and has money she can't get them! But everytime she tries to quit, EVERYONE WANTS TO COME GIVE HER SOME FOR FREE! Sometimes I feel that the way Jesus is to God, Addiction is to satan! I'm sorry if I'm getting all nutty, I just am rambling because I don't want to think about what is behind me in the other room! If anyone can help, I put your name jack because I remember our conversation! I posted my picture on drugabuse.com site. I was just having fun and trying not to think. If anyone ever goes there it's under sweetthang and slow down Kim (LOL) thanks KIMH
flush it or have someone get it out of the house...yes we are addicts we and not deal with that....i can't...if i have them i will take them...holy **** just do something....you can't set there and think about those damn pill..pray to God to help you and he will...God bless you...Jack
Sturgil, you will find a reply to you from Thomas on one of the threads up top. He is an Admin on a forum I started with Suzneedshelp awhile back. Everyone is welcome to come there and post with us. He gave you the direct link to the Issues section of the forum where we do mostly serious posts, like in MedHelp. I will put the URL to the main forum page in this post if you wanna go there too and see everything the forum offers. We have many sections on different topics, pics section, caretakers section, and a link to the live chat if you are into that. Hope to see you there soon. :)
MrsRat
http://pub177.ezboard.com/bpainaddictionwithdrawalhelpandsupport
Good for you...you did the right thing...ask for help and you receive it...Outstanding...i was worred about you...Be strong...and you will feel much better about your self..Jack
I hope all your dreams come true and you live a rich and well deserved life!But we need you to at least post once in awhile cause all your men are going to cheat on you!My e'mail is ***@**** if you ever want to drop a line.I dont e'mail to much but would love to keep in touch!Like you I've had a lot of laughs and tears in my short 6 months on here!Love to you..Jerri