Hi people. I've come here to ask some questions and get some advice.I live in Cali and am currently on Suboxone and am planning to come off it over the next week and a half. I've gotten myself down to 2ml, and feel a little seedy. It's definately bearable, but am generally cold, sweating, tense. Anyway to the questions
I'm down to 2ml and it's holding me, I'm not terribly uncomfortable/ in pain, it's bearable at the moment. I was wondering what I should go about getting to prepare for when I totally stop. Would people suggest I go to a doctor to get on a Anti-depressant? While I wouldn't say I'm depressed at the moment, I really am fearing stopping and was wondering if people have found anti-depressant's to help? If so which AD, there's so many. In the past I've been prescribe AD, but they really haven't done anything for me. I'm thinking of asking the doctor for an AD that is fast acting, not the type that take weeks to build up. Also, one of the worst thing that happen to me is absolutely icecold sweating. The worst part of this for me is just after I finish a shower, the sweats just get totally out of control, to a point where it's extremely painful and cold and takes around 30-40mins to go back to the normal levels of sweating, hot cold flushes that I get on the meds. Do other people experience this? What can I do about it, it IS extremely painful, to a point where all I can do afterwards is lye down.
I've been trying to stay hydrated and have been getting reasonable sleep. But going on past experiences I don't see myself sleeping once I 100% stop. Benzo's really do not help me sleep at all, valium helps during the day, but I need around 6 to really feel the benefits. What has helped people get some sleep, besides benzo's or are they really the best opton? I guess I'm just going to have to tell my doctor that's how many I need.
I've recently moved so I'll be going to a new doctor, (my Sub doctor was and is hopeless, no help at all I feel). How would you guys suggest I explain my situation to a new doctor, so I get the best assistance? In the past I've gone to doc and immediately they refer me to Sub/ Methadone programs. I just want a doctor that will prescribe to help me get through the worst of it - 2-3 weeks I'm guessing is going to be the toughest.
My opiate use started around 15yrs ago and now the problem is Suboxone addiction. On the sub's I don't have any motivation and feel extremely lethargic. I just want to be drug/ opiate free, so I can fulfill a good life. Also, I have a prescript of Tramadol, I expect they'll help me through the initial phase of withdrawals from the Suboxone. Anyone have any experience? Also, since dropping my dose from 4ml to 2ml, I feel very nervous and shy- even to my own father, is this normal? If not what could be causing it, I just don't feel like talking to much and feel as though I become distant. I'm glad I've written all this down, because it'll help me remember what to tell the doc that I go to see.
That's all I can think of at the moment asking, any responses would be greatly appreciated. It's difficult and painful, but it's got to be done. Any tricks, suggestions, meds, vitamins you guys can suggest would be great.