Thank you all for your support. Another day off methadone. Don't feel as bad. It's so hard but I know it's worth it. If your new here post questions, thoughts, problems. The support is amazing. I would have used yesterday if you'll hadn't encouraged me. I have time set up with my doctor next week on Tuesday to tell him everything in person. It's hard, he's been a friend since 2003. I also called my pain management doc off. One minute at a time.
Thanks