i'm not taking anything for depression. that stuff scares me more than this other **** I'm taking. I've got to stop...when you said liver and kidney damage, that scared me. I hope I don't have too difficult a time getting off this stuff. the bottom line is that i'm afraid. i'm scared to not have that little pill when i've got a meeting, and i'm scared of going through the withdrawals. i guess i just need somebody to remind of why i don't need to be taking these things. sometimes i think...as long as nobody knows, what's the problem? i'm kind, i wouldn't hurt anybody. why should i stop? i'm being silly.....
take the receipe for when you do stop,
and sop so you can help someone else
stop, by sharing your experencen srength and hope.
the more ya give the more ya get,
by helping other we change the world
we make it a better place.
gw i would be glad to email to you
regarding positive things,
and nothing about drugs, just
our experence ,strength and hope
about good things.
i am sure there are other,s who would do the same,
my email is ***@****
it would be good to hear from ya,
like i said ya really helped me out with
you positive wave's when i 1st got to this fourm.
and i am grateful . email me any time.
i will email as soon as i read my email
everyday.
rember isolation for and addict is not good.
when we are alone we are behind enemy line completly
surrounded.
it's good to here you are working , loke ive said ,
addicts are the best workers, we become the best
at what ever we want to.
hope to hear from ya, peace hippy
i forgot part of my email
***@****
thank you, hippy. for everybody, I'm new to this...my email is ***@****. Please feel free to email me with words of encouragement. I'm struggling and would appreciate a friend who understands. I'll do my best to offer an ear and shoulder to anybody else who may need it! I love all of you, and I don't even know you (but don't I?).....sincere love to each of you...
Goodnight to you all.I am a little wound up tonight.Not really sure what to do with myself.I don't want to sound like Johnboy Walton(bmac)so I wont mention every name lol I do hope everyone has a peaceful night with sweet dreams.I hope I can get through 1 night without dreaming of digging up oodles of hydros in my back yard lol
pixi