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[D713]

I just total my car and late on my bills due to a big accident and this is my 3rd, 4th time? I don't know but I really can use some real advices, wisdom, help, etc...I've cut down but now I've been on pain literally and air bag hit my head and what not, also I wish I can just get rid of this addiction never thought it was this super bad like super bad. So, yeah...I'm just confused, depressed and I lost my Grandpa, Accidents, Ticket and this year been super rough like ONE thing after another and this time. I am determined to do so cause my Birthday just passed and I cannot keep doing the same thing over and over again but when you're a lone it's harder before when I had people around it was bit easier. Thanks. Love

-Dee

[D713]

Yeah, I am for sure now and I finally admitted it to my wife, also I did stop for awhile as well. I totally did get into a big accident and total my car and my whole front was smashed in and glasses broke and they had to pull me out and you're right. I am tired I do not enjoy it and I guess I take it recently I told Doctor I was abusing it but yeah and I don't even enjoy getting high off of it. I rather save the money from doctor visits, etc. I'm being serious this time and for real this time so I hope y'all really can take me serious this time....I mean I cannot live like this anymore just isn't cool anymore.  

[IBKleen]

You've been at this a long time honey. Aren't you tired? You just keep spinning around on that merry-go-round and you will never catch the gold hook. It's time to ask for help in the real world. Coming on here and talking with us is great but it only goes so far. I know darn well over the years people have talked to you about aftercare. So have you ever taken that advise? I personally think you need inpatient treatment. Is there a way for you to do that? You will need to make some phone calls and see what is available. Tell us what you are willing to do.