oxycodone ( the last days)

[dove3053]

This may be my last attempt to stop using. I take about 60mg's a day. My boyfriend the wonderful guy he is sells them to me, I guess to support his own habit. Not only is my pill problem bad but added with my trouble at home I'm feeling stressed. I have decided to go cold turkey today. When I have stopped taking them before I didn't have to many aches or pains but was depressed but I only stopped for a day or two. I hope that there is a good end to this and I get off these things and my boyfriend moves out.

I'm afraid to confront my boyfriend about any of his problems like, pills, gambling and not working because I can't stand the fighting. The last time I did it things didn't work out well.

Wish me luck.

D

[Angel929]

WOW.  What you are doing takes courage.  I wish you lots of luck and keep up the good work.  Remember to visit this site whenever you feel like you are going to slip or just need the extra support.  I do not like fighting either and sometimes run away from it at all costs.  Right now you need to be surrounded by people who will support you!  Lots of love,

Angel 929

[GoingToMakeIt]

You are making a good choice. Are you strong enough to see this through with your bf around?  Have you armed yourself with what you will need to get through the c/t process. I am referring to the 'Thomas recipe' or something like it. (I re-posted in journals)
Good Luck

[Clamity2]

You can do it if I can. I have 29 days. I had this addiction built into some sort of fortress that little ole me could never attack. But I did and today I am the winner. You can do it. I was on them vics and oxy for 6+ years and today I don't want to use. I am so amazed. Yes the wds hurt but the hurt was so worth it. I told myself I needed them to talk to people, hike, bike, visit family etc. etc, But I am doing everything much better now than I ever did on oxy. I thought I couldnt clean my house but finally I have enough energy to get things done. People smile at me differently now. And I smile back.