Calling all Doctors, Please help me with my addiction to Soma. I have been taking 10-15 tablets a day for about 2 years. When I run out , after about 24 hours I begin to feel horribly nauseaus, get diarerra so bad I cannot control it in my underwear, I get racing thoughts, cannot concentrate, I cut my own arm up 6 months ago......WHY ?? I went to the ER had to have tons of stitches and I lied to them when they asked me how this happened, I know they knew it was self inflicted but I was to ashamd to admit it.. Are these "Withdrawls". What should I do?? Im very scared, last year I had a seizure while on my husband 40th birthday when I went off them for 2 days. So I'm so sooo scared to stop again. I have three young children, the 4 yr old is autistic, I ''m a good person, My husband is so sick of my behavior he's ready for divorce like now......What do I do??