my lil update

[troubleinohio]

Im just dropping in to say Hi. I know I dont post as much as I did when I was at the peak of my problems. Dont want you all to think i fell off the wagon though because I havent. Still taking things day by day here and working on things with my husband. We have alot of work to do, I have a lot of making up to do, and he also needs to treat me better. He does admit he has been rough on me for years. We've both made our mistakes but we are going to get through all this. We certainly owe it to our beautiful little boys. I want so badly for our family to be once again a happy, secure one. I know it will take time to rebuild all that has been damaged but I have faith and hope we will succeed.  I now realize just how lucky I am to have this chance to fix things. That I didnt end up in jail from my addiction, or in the hospital from an overdose, or DEAD. Im so lucky I stopped myself before it got any further. And I am going to use this chance to make it right now.

There are still bad days  here sometimes but I know now that they cant all be bad days and just get through it.    I never did start my anti depressants and by some miracle, my depression has gotten quite a bit better on its own (knock on wood).
Well thats my lil update for now.  I do try to read here every day and respond to a few posts at least. But know that I am always with you guys for support and my inbox is always open to all.
  

[IBKleen]

It is so nice to see you!

I know you have been working on things at home..GOOD For YOU!

I pray it all works out for you. You deserve it!!

Be good to yourself....

[jenny8575309]

I'm so happy for you!  How are you feeling?

[flmagi]

So thrilled your doing so great!  Wishing you all the happiness!! keep up the good work and stay in touch.
Magi

[allaboutmary]

This is so great to hear ! You go girl ! Keep in touch.