It disappeared.

[kikarose]

My Suboxone  1/2 strip I had left in my purse just disappeared. I went to take a nap and left my purse in the living room. So either one of my fiancé kids took it or it fell out of purse which I don't know how that could have happened. I guess I'll never know where it went.

[Krissy_123]

Thank you for answering. Like I said I was curious and that did explain some. So you're not actually getting high? They just keep your w/d's at bay so you can feel normal? Is that correct? Do you get the anxiety though,that we all got when we quit cold turkey?

[kikarose]

Do the Suboxone make you feel high NJ GIRL79? Do you just feel normal again like me? I don't have any urge to use , do you feel that way too?

[kikarose]

One more thing my doc was not prescribed I was spending 20$ a pill at 60$ to 80$ a day. It was nothing by waiting buying lying and I didn't want 5o get were I was last time lying stealing cheating and just doing bad things that I wouldn't normally do.  Cause the urge to have the pills would make me do things illegal  and where would I end up I. Jail or dead. Atleast with the  Suboxone I don't have to do anything bad or illegal. That's why Im glad I'm off the oxy and on Suboxone

[kikarose]

One more thing my doc was not prescribed I was spending 20$ a pill at 60$ to 80$ a day. It was nothing by waiting buying lying and I didn't want 5o get were I was last time lying stealing cheating and just doing bad things that I wouldn't normally do.  Cause the urge to have the pills would make me do things illegal  and where would I end up I. Jail or dead. Atleast with the  Suboxone I don't have to do anything bad or illegal. That's why Im glad I'm off the oxy and on Suboxone

[kikarose]

Also I feel alittle sleepy at times. And feel more hungry. Off topic I didn't take the seroquel last time and my sleep was broken all night no solid sleep for more then 2hrs. I don't want to become addicted to them as those are addicting as I've read. I'm already taking the Suboxone and that's enough drugs for right now.

[kikarose]

I would would say they make in feel normal. Not high feeling. Normal energy. Not hyper or anything. I guess they just take away the withdrawals you feel. I chose to take them cuz I didn't want to do all the lying that came with the high on oxy. I don't feel high like the oxy did to me. Not at all. So, I think ppl take the Suboxone because even having to go though 12 to 48 of withdrawals is too much for some people to deal with. In my case thats what it was I didn't have the strength to go on for days feeling like death. So I picked the Suboxone  route and many can agree or disagree  with my personal choice. It will depend on the person if that want long term treatment of Suboxone or short term. Ive decided for me that it will be short term. I don't want to have to take them forever. To feel normal,  maybe how some people think anti-depressants make them feel normal. I hoping that when I stop taking the Suboxone  it won't be as bad coming off them. But for me it's having the ability to at least feel normal having more strength in this mind set than the oxy high mind set. To deal with my addiction  and to be able to have my plan and keep it. Because when I was high I couldn't deal with it and withdrawing I couldnt deal. So Suboxone is helping me to give me the strength to deal with my addiction.  By realizING that I need a support group a 12 step program and a therapist  to get me to where I want to be. Non dependant on any opiates.