It's 4:13am and still can't sleep ugh!!!

[lil_rab2005]

Anyone that is up, well I'm so far away from sleep, it's not even funny ugh!!!  I hate this.  Anyone up this late?  I really could use a chat for a few minutes lol.  Thanx, Lil.

[ggin35]

I'm up. I don't know what time it is there now but it's about 1:50 here. I'd love to chat but I do hope you are sleeping soundly by now!

[lil_rab2005]

thx so much for replying... omg i wish i could sleep.  But thx for the wishes for sleep anyways.  Maybe I'll doze off on top of my keyboard soon lol.  It's 4:52am here and I'm so far from sleep lol.  How are u doing? I haven't read any posts from u yet.  So not sure if you are off pain meds or still on them.  I'm on day 10 c/t and so wired still with alot of depression and fatigue and pain in my lower back.  (What started me on pain meds to begin with)  I have lost 60 pounds in the last 9 or 10 months to aliviate the pain, so back feel alot better but still alot of pain left.  Hopefully losing another 90 pounds it will go away alot more then.  Thanx for the post, take care and god bless u, hugs, Lil. :)

[ggin35]

I am on pain meds right now for my back. I just got them today so I haven't posted that yet. I am a HUGE vicodin addict and I shouldn't be on them but I just can't function without them right now. I'm having my husband ration them out to me so I don't take too much and run out early like I always do. I just started posting here about two months ago. I don't post all the time but when I find the time I love to come to this site. I feel I have a lot in common with the people here. I would love to hear about you if your awake but i may have bored you to sleep! Hey, if your sleeping that's good right? LOL

[lil_rab2005]

OMG I can relate to you... you sound just like me.  I can't ween myself off and when I have my hubby hand them to me everyday, he's such a grouch in the mornings.  So when I ask him in the morning before he goes to work for one, he always picks a fight with me lol.  That didn't last long so I'm trying once again c/t.  I love everyone on this forum.  If it wasn't for people like yourself, I would never have gotten as far as I have.  Well, you have a wonderful nite, hugz, Lil.

[Yoda99]

I have been worried about you girl.  Check in with me and let me know all that's going on.  I don't even think I knew you were clean.  I knew you were wanting to take that step and I told you I'd help you if you needed me to.  Email me, ok?
Much love,
Yoda

[lil_rab2005]

HIYA SWEETIE!!!! OMG It's been a long roller coaster ride but I haven't had the strength to really email anyone for the past almost 2 weeks now.  I feel alot better but still very very depressed sometimes and very fatigue.  Oh and I have dial up and omg half the time it won't let me log into gmail messenger.  I will email you later though.  I'm so glad to see you lol... but when I'm goin' through the withdrawals hell, I barely have the strength to get over to the puter much less my finger or my hair for that matter hurting when I type when I going through it ugh!!!! I hate this...  hugzzzz and miss and luvs you whole bunches, Lil.  :)

[Yoda99]

do you also have yahoo Im?

[Yoda99]

I have yahoo Im too if that would be easier for you.
Love
Yoda the Yodes

[lil_rab2005]

yes i do have yahoo... and that seems to be working fine so far so good... it's laffy_taffy_lil_rabby***@****.  add me as soon as you can and we can talk yayyyy!!! luvs ya, Lil. :)

[Yoda99]

I just sent you an invite.  I'm going to start the day and start getting ready.  I'll check back.
Love,
Yoda