SOOOO glad to hear that the discomfort is lifting. I think it's great, also, that you have clearly LEARNED from past efforts showing, also, that they were not a waste even if they didn't result in immediate sobriety. In line with what you wrote about not getting over-confident, I suggest using the times you feel BETTER to put in place supports (or keep them up) for times when you don't. Again, so happy!!
I'm with you. The mental battle is the hardest one to fight. Keep posting when it gets rough. Being honest with yourself and the forum is also a good and humbling thing to do.
thanks much for the encouragement; I have learned from past relapses that this gets dicey now with self-inflicted head games; support here will help; hey, this morning I actually felt like eating a meal instead of a pill; haven't felt that way in a very long time
--jaxa
So glad that youre feeling better..I knew u would. Thur is right; the mental hangs around longer but stay close to the forum and talk talk talk. So happy for u..congrats!!!