day 46

[dfr3]

first since this is such a selfish disease let me say thankyou thankyou thankyou to everyone who helps so much.   i thank the sober ones who really make me get thru the day AND the ones trying to get sober going thru the same thing is soooooooooooooooo helpful.

i am on day 46 of weening i am going down 40 mgs today.  pray please i went down about 120 mgs the first ween and its unconfortable but now i think my body has adjusted.

keep you posted

lol
jill

ps my husband knows but he is not one of us so he just doesnt get it!!!!!!
he is like "oh good that will make you feel better"  he is iltalian and so used to me doing everything he just doesnt know.  i love him but get selfish and babyish.  i wish i i never started this.

[FLaddict]

You are doing great.. Keep it up...

XOXO

[dfr3]

i tryed that but when i got to day 9 i lost it, i could not handle the w/d but i do think about it.  i also have small kids well one 13 month old where i have to function.  if i could afford detox i would go!!!!
i know this sucks but im confused.  trying to maintain
how many where you taking.  because w/ off 30 a day vic's is a bi-ch.

thanx for your input.
ps i am counting down 46 days to being clean i am really only on my 4th day of weening maybe when i get down to a not so enormous dose i can go cold turkey.
what do you think?

[Rayy]

is that the truth about smokin cause im on day three of the thomas recipe and im doin pretty ut this my third time quiking for twot times only lasted a efew qwwweeeks but im lookin to quit smokin next after im done witht htese but is smokin really that nheard

[oxyhydro]

Man you are beating your body up. Just take the jump and go cold turkey, just think if you went c/t it would all be over by now. I am on day 63 from c/t  1st week sucked real bad. 2-3 week were better, and after 1 month just had a low energy situation, and a small amount of RLS in my left leg. Do it your just prolonging your recovery. I can't tell you how day 53-63 are because I quit smoking 10 days ago, you think it's hard to quit the pill, try cigarettes, much much harder to quit smoking than quiting the opium.

[dfr3]

i am counting down so i have 46  days to go but i did ask fladdict to help go over my weening schuedule.
started at about 30 a day went to 16 a day for 4 days now today  i will take 12 pills for 4 more days] can not think past that write now but i did make a plan i ween down every 4 days.
last time i weened at the end i had the worst w/d {imajine that, i am only killing myself} to fast the pain,my ADDICTION, got the best of me and i started up again.  i hope by telling my hubby this time, i can stay honest, after all he did see me thru getting sober.
did not mean to put him down before.
how are you doing beachtowel?
lol
jill

[beachtowel]

May I ask how many more days of tapering is in your plan......