KMHSMB, Creek, Friends; gotta sleep sometimes to weave them dreams

[nefesh]

"the wheel is turning and you can't hold on, can't go back and you can't stand still, if the thunder don't get you, then the lightning will..."  or, more to the point, "...for a moment in Your wrath, a lifetime in Your favor; in the evening I lay down in tears, and in the morning, joyous song..."  King David writing in Psalms...       Just want to stop and THANK YOU so much for keeping me keepin' on...  Have a good night sleep tight - see you tomorry!!       L,  Nefesh

[LadySundown]

I did and I was very happy. I tried to return the favor but it wouldn't work.

We haven't had an sunsets for a while now. Gloomy days and cold. I am still looking forward to spring. I don't think I'm going the methadone route. The taper will be finished by then. I'm lucky the cancer is over and done with and I have my health back. Would you believe I had this all typed out and tried to send it?? No harm done. It made my day.

It's after one in the morning here so I'm gonna try the sleep thing......night and hugs....LS

[nefesh]

It's definitely NOT nine days down the drain!  It's OK, you'll bounce back, you've got deep reserves of inner strength (with Heaven's help) and it's only a temporary setback... don't think about it too much - as all the Good Folks here would say, "just step step one step at a time... just now, just today..." it's OK you're a fine fine person and you're gonna make it... takes time... patience... humour(!)... one step at a time.  L,  Nefesh

[KMHSMB]

Thanks!!! Good Night to you too!! I made a boo-boo today, I slipped :( tear tear, not real bad but bad enough. It seems my whole world is collapsing in on me, financially, emotionally, and everything! I wasn't as strong today, someone was around and I wasn't feeling well and was crying and all, had to take my daughter to the doc's and get her shots(which I hate so much, she cries like someone is killing her; 3 needles she got,) oxycodines is what I took:( I am so freaking mad at myself, all I've been doing is crying, 9 days just went down the drain cause I was stupid!! Usually when the temptation comes like that, and I'm stressed I'd make sure I didn't leave the house, but my daughter's doc is in the neighborhood where all those vicious pills are at!!! I'm sorry!!! OMG...I wasn't thinking of the after feeling, now I feel worse then what I did before!!!! So, I have to start fresh all over again!!! Then on top of it,  I think my supervisors seen me on here at work today, I just hope nothing goes wrong at work!!! Good Night...keep strong and thanks for being such an inspirational friend...you are a friend to me, all of you's are!!
Much regrets right now....strictly me

[KMHSMB]

Thank You so much!! God, I wish I had been near a computer when they were there, I know you guys would have pulled me right through it and away from it (to bad I don't have the monet for a labtop LOL :) You truly just hit my heart...this is why I love this forum and it really hurts to see how all this drama has rudely interupted it. I mean, i don't see why people care if we want to go off topic...should we ONLY talk about pills at all times here, I mean we've became friends here as well!! And personally I think if all we were to do is talk about pills, it would only make our temptation worse!!! Thanks so much....in the back of my mind I am still going to be recounting!! How are you doing? Feeling better?
Strictly me

[sunny8008]

Got my wheel thinking on that one... Thank you Nighty Night. XOXO, Heather