I don't even know where to start. I have so much to be thankful. Especially for being now 6months of Lortab. God, made a way for me, where I coudn't see freedom. Yes, I was given Subutex 2mg. I was never able to take the whole a amount so I was always taken less the amount of the 2mg. I am down to a crum every other day. I realize that a big part of a lot of the symtoms I been having is do coming off the Sub. Lack of sleep, body hurting waves of hot/cold clamy, wanting to be by myself, other body symtoms,etc. Yes, I wish I was never given Subutex, but too late. I like to know if all my interest in life, feeling better, all that comes back correct. I am numb at times. Normal right?? I really dislike having conversations, and expresing my self. I can tell you one thing I DONT EVER WANT TO BE DOWN THIS ROAD AGAIN! I DISPISE IT WITH ALL MY BEAN! I also notice that I am mad at myself and comdem myself a lot. I catch myself saying well I did to myself. And yes I did, and no I am not looking for the poor me thing either. I know in oder to have healing I have to just let go and work in this area. I know God is at work and I am on my way healthier road. I guess I just want to see the Light completly. But I didnt ge here over nigth either. God Bless everyone!
Joycee