Need Someone to talk to

[desertgirl]

Hey all, looks like everyone is doing okay, singha I am feeling for you, but hang on you can do it! I have been running a 102 fever all day and not feeling so hot. Been trying to deal with some personal stuff that I found out last night, having to do with the reason why I dove into the bottle. Have not been able to get any rest.

[Desparate Wife]

talk to me . . . what's going on?  

[Mis Take]

I am so sorry you are having such a bad night desert.  Want to talk about what's happening.  Sometimes it helps to vent.  I usually let mine out to Oxybliss.  If you dont want to I understand but Im here if you do.  Take care girl.

[FLaddict]

So sorry about the fever... have you taken anything to help break it???  Lots of fluids.. and tylenol, or motrin.. I like to wrap myself in a big blanker and sweat it out... helps me.. also a hot shower..
We are here for ya girl.. feel free to vent..

[singha]

I am here for ya darling as much as I can be.

[desertgirl]

hey thanks everyone for jumping into help. this is just something that my body goes thru atleast once a month when i go without sleep to much and my body has to much stress, my glands and my throat get really swollen and it hurt to move my neck and it's hard to swollow, usually comes with a high fever. i am taking advil, but i ache for a pill! also i just found out last night that after having three surgeries last year, and feeling so damn guility for my boyfriend i ended it with him because i got tired of feeling so guilty. that is when i starting taking 10-12 pills a day. well it turns out that after my 3rd surgery and feeling so guilty he was cheating on me. i never really got over him and it feels like someone socked me in the gut and i just want it to stop. i feel like i wasted so much of my time feeling sorry for myself.

[Gypsygirl66]

Men can be such scum

[desertgirl]

thanks for responsing back, it wasn't easy opening up like that i usually keep things to myself. guess i will go back into hiding mode again!

[Gypsygirl66]

Please don't hide I'll be here tomorrw and I want to talk to you I just can't typ fr **** at night and i'm real slow and startin to feel not so well myself so please promise me youll find me tomorrow so we can talk okay and you will be in my prayers tonight

[desertgirl]

Looking forward to getting my 90 percs now on wednesday, see ya later.

[desertgirl]

Looking forward to getting my 90 percs now on wednesday, see ya later.

[singha]

Listen I talk about you all the time....how jealous I am that you and I started the same day and you have been throught the worst of it and because I tapered I have a little ways to go.......do you really want to go through this again???? If you pick up the percosets believe me from my 11 years experience you will go through this again and will regret ever picking them up.
PLEASE make sure you think long and hard.
                                                        Michelle