Oxy w/d day 3 relapse

[Oxy_clean]

I have been on percacets for about 2 years but daily use started maybe a year ago.  I have tried to at home  detox maybe 5-7 times and i only make til about day 3-7 each time before I relapse.  Today was day 3 clean for me and the physical w/d was about over, then I had to go to my dealer and give him some money I owed him and he gave me a 60mg oxy! I only took half of it, and since I have the other half I'll probably take that tonight!  My question is I really want to stop and I don't have any more plans on taking anymore since I'm done with my dealer and don't have to see him anymore, but does this slip up start me all the way back over as far as physical  w/d goes??? Will I feel like day one all over again or will I just continue where I left off?? After this last oxy???

[Oxy_clean]

Thank you so much for answering, I took the oxy earlier tonight so that was the only 1 and I'm just so mad at myself for letting it happen I was getting better pretty fast IMO.  Knowing that the physical w/d is still over even with this slip up really gives me the confidence to keep going!!!!  I'm just glad to know all that w/d wasn't for nothing!  Now it's time to delete all my perc contacts  out of my phone!!!!!!!    thank you Sarah !  One more question the only thing that had me down on day 3 was just energy pretty much my appetite is coming back pretty quick and all.  And my cravings weren't to bad until I seen him again and it was like the biggest craving ever!!  So for energy what can I take?  And my depression also that was the only thing left, what can I take for that?? FYI I detoxed all 3 days at work so I just need something to kick the depression and get some energy?? B12???

[dominosarah]

I wouldnt worry about wd's, focus more on your recovery.  It is very important to change up our playground and playmates.  Dont let anything come in between you and your clean time~~sara