i slipped up today. I'm very disappointed in myself but i know I'm getting back on schedule tomorrow. This is the hardest thing ive ever had to do in my life. its insane to think last year at this time i was in the same position and then i overdosed and you would think i'd stop it right there but i couldn't help but pop roxi's again. i dont know what im doing with myself here and i feel so guilty for what i'm doing. i'm no depressed or suicidal so don't get me wrong here i just...im extremely disappointed in myself. please keep offering me the help i need guys, everyone here has been a great support system as well as giving me good advice so thank you and please bear with me i'm trying as hard as i can. im going to kick this habit soon im really shooting for middle of the month next month with the tapering. i tried cold turkey and it was so hard yesterday i was getting hot and cold flashes as well as sweating balls the whole day. the anxiety and complete irritability was too much to bear i couldn't help but go out and get 3 of those evil blue pills to suppress the w/ds. then today i slipped up and rather than stay on my 2 pill taper schedule i couldnt hold myself back from taking three today. ugh i dont know what to do with myself i can't deal with me right now. =/, again thank you to everyone thats been helping me out i couldnt ask for better people to get me trough this so like i said please stay with me here.
Good luck and glad u r catching it quickly..the health pages have alot of info like the thomas recipe and tapering articles....hang in there
today I'm alright that guys post about me being smart to realize the problem early on was really heart warming. I only took two yesterday and I'm gonna see if I can keep it at that for a week then to 1 n a half n so forth. Thank you all so much for helping me get thru this.
I haven't read this whole thread. I only read that you have been addicted a month.
A month?
wow! That's a long time fool!
Okay, I'm playing with you. You are so lucky and intelligent to know that only after 1 month you may be entering a problem.
I wish I would have been like you.
You've come to the right place to read people's profiles (like mine) stay here, and fix yourself.
Congrats! I wish I could have been like you.
But, sobriety is awesome. People's choice. U have one. Take it sweetie. Luv & Hugzz
can somebody please give me a good and reasonable tapering schedule please? It would be greatly appreciated