Go away go away i'm at my breaking point

[Charlie's girl]

And here he comes again.  My son.  Both of them on and off needing me.  I'm there for them and always doing the right thing.  
I'm so tired.  Addiction is rough.  I'm just looking for some support.
Charlie

[lunachick]

I feel your pain. Whenever i get clean it's really hard for me to deal with anyone's else's problems or living up to what the expect of me, or even asking me to do anything. It's just plain damn scary to deal with "living" when you first get clean...like you forget what it's like or how to act. I'm not looking forward to it when i'm done with my taper cause I have a small baby who is very very needy and attached to me.

[willruthie1965]

I even feel wierd withmy 17 year old.He doesn't need me like a young child and we arevery close.When my quit day is here I am hoping my older son will let him stay anightor two. Ruthie

[bettie1976]

its whats happened to all of us....you just gotta try and make it work your way.

[Charlie's girl]

Thanks for posting.  I've finally got them both down.  Why does this have such a grip on me.  I feel cursed.  I remeber the days when I took care of myself.  What has happened to me??????

[bettie1976]

im there with ya. im sending my kid to my moms tonight for the whole night. i cant stand being around children right now. Im soo tired also and yea....weird you posted that cuz i just got my mom to agree to take her.