SOMEONE GIVE ME A HUG !!!

[sk2000]

I had 18 days clean ...working out everyday , feeling great...went to my doc she gave me 90 vics and I went on a 3 day bender....Im not going to take anymore ...I have no one else but all of you out there...I feel pretty bad and I just need to know Im going to be alright...I can quit again ...Just some good encouraging words would help me alot...thank you

[allaboutmary]

HUGE HUG !   This is just a set back, get back on the horse. You had 18 days clean, flush what ever you might have left and keep going.  As you know, most of us didn't make it the first few times. Does your doctor know that you are trying to get clean ?  Sometimes I think you have be honest so it won't be that easy for you to score.  We still love you.... never give up.   Mary

[flmagi]

Sorry about your relapse. Congrats on 18 days!  I think most of us have tried to quit before and relapsed. Eventually we all hope to get it right. So, try, try again.  Don't beat yourself up about it. The fact that your aware, trying and still coming back here is proof that you do want to do this.
I agree with Mary, tell your Doctor whats happening  and flush those pills. We're here for you, no matter how many times it takes to get it right. We've all been there, done that. Never be embarassed or ashamed to tell us whats happeneing.
Take care & be strong.
Magi

[jenny8575309]

Hi,  This is a temporary setback, not a link in an unbreakable chain.  You don't have to relapse anymore, but you really should take a look and ask yourself how you let this happen.  Why did you go to the doctor for instance.  If you take a look at why you did it, you can take steps to not let hit happen again.  Like Beach always says, quitting is the easy part, staying clean is the hard part.  What are you going to do next time you want to use?  Have you ever thought about NA?  I hope that you don't have to go through w/d's again.  Did you think about that before you took them? If you did, how did you talk yourself back into using?  Here's a hug, and please don't let guilt be  the start of something horrible.   Let it be the start of something wonderful.  :)  I believe in you, but you need a plan to combat this.

[DesperateMom2001]

Lots of hugs to you)))))))
The others have great helps for you-listen to them.
Have you thought about a recovery home-half way home or something similar?
I think NA would be great too-alot of helpful meetings.
This is not the end of the road-you can do it!
You'll be in my prayers & thoughts.

[natalile]

EXECTLY like me i'm on day 18 with 1 relapse hug hug i no you'll need 1. don't beet yourself up everyone on here got me through it & the next day keep posting & keep away from ya doc's or tell him not to script you them if that's pos? take care nat xx:)