90 mg of oxy a day + pot, coke, and booze for 2 years (12 years all but oxy). failed drug test turned down help. Went to doctor put on suboxone 8+8 each day. quit smoking, booze, and coke, 1st week felt great then after that very very depressed. started to hate the suboxone tapered to 8 the quit cold turkey. bad withdrawals followed by pot, coke, and booze to help but. now on day 5 of withdrawals. Very depressed and wd are still strong. should i hang in there or go back to the Doctor and still be depressed or stick it out.
When do i feel normal ?? i keep thinking if i go back i will just extend the unavoidable
hours seem like days, days like months, make it go away