I have made it more than a few days in the past but due to my job being so physically as well as mentally tuff I always go back but I guess the difference this time is what good is my job if I spend every dime on pills....lol its an oxymoron but nobody could have told me this I had to get my warped way of thinkin around it.Damn once and addict................everyone...lol
Don't beat yourself up, I've started over more times than I like to count but you need to check into some kind of aftercare.
Also you may have to find a new best friend.
Cissy
Hang in there - I know its tough. I'm struggling to make it thru day 2 and that's usually my cut off in the past, but I'm determined to make it this time. Good luck to you!
You are so right its the same circle same results.I always thought I could man up and just do it and at one time I probably could of I guess its because I keep beating myself up over my situation in general which the pills put me in this position makes me want to give up but my friend did say everytime u want to take a pill look at your daughter so we are back to day 1 and as excpected I'm misserable lol.Thanks for the support guys
You are going to have to have your friend stay away for now. At the tender point you are at yuo need NO temptation--I think with temptation at this point your chances of staying clean are about 0. You do know the drill--you just have to get more active in your recovery--dont wait to start aftercare, start it now. Good luck, Lee
dave,
Well you no the drill It sounds like you need some recovery care aa.na addiction doctor something to help with the mental part ..You are going to need to brake ties with with your friends that use too.Hang in there you can do it.