Need help before I kill myself

[klhwolf]

I need help somewhere, somehow.  I have been additicted tp pain killers for over 20 years.  I feel , tired, helpless, I anxioues, I would really be better off dead.  I have a wonderful son and husband, but I can't hurt them anymore.  

Please, I don;t know how to get help...I don't know where to turn, I am, lost, along, drowing in my own self horror......

I have taken over 300 pills a months and keep looking for more.    How do I stoip from killing myself.

I will do anything, please help me...my next steps are to die.

Kimberly

[IBKleen]

You are scaring me. Please call the help lines that people suggested.

You need to do something. No one here is trained in suicide counseling.

[jenny8575309]

1 800 99 9 9999 is a crises hotline.  They will give you resources that can help you.

[slow_healer]

Where do you live, klhwolf? Most communities have support for people struggling with exactly this.

[Curls]

p.s.  An ER can help with the medical needs, locating community resources to help you, and evaluting exactly what's needed.  Just call a cab or 911.

[Curls]

Kimberly,
Call a local crisis hotline.  Look in your phone book.  They will point you in the right direction.  If that fails, go to a local hospital emergency room.  They will definitely be able to help you.
Best of success with this!