only used meth at detox center

[pacifica]

out of detox 5 days  spent 5 days there they used meth to wean me

still some rls (mild) and im very weak

having panic attacks i think

no energy to tend to much

having trouble sleeping

waiting to become old me again

any idea when ?

took hydrocodone following back surgury and other pelvic problems

got up to (avg) 20 pills 30mg tabs a day before throwing the

devil down the bowl and admitting myself to detox

the little man in my head is gone

and i hate !!!!! the pills

when will this weakness go away it scares me and so do the

panic attacts.detox center didnt prepare me for this situation

WILL IT LAST ? OR WILL IT PASS I NEED TO KNOW !!! I WANT TO MAKE

IT. ANY INPUT WILL HELP  BLESS ALL!!!!

PACIFICA

[pacifica]

thank you so much for writing me. i thought i was never  gonna be myself again. im gonna hand in there.dr gave me  some valium for attacks and trazadone to sleep. again thank you and the best.
pacifica

[pacifica]

thank you so much for writing me. i thought i was never  gonna be myself again. im gonna hand in there.dr gave me  some valium for attacks and trazadone to sleep. again thank you and the best.
pacifica

[addictedtoloratab]

Congrats on your detox and your decision to give these things up.  I am struggling right now myself.  I took about the same amount of hydro that you did and I did get clean for 45 days till I had to slip up again, but, I remember that when I hit the tenth day that I started to feel like I was becoming human again.  Then, everyday after that I would feel just a little bit, not a lot, but, a little stronger day by day.  Please dont make the mistake that I did thinking that I could take just one for a migraine, because that one turned into another year of full blown addiction.  Keep up the good work.  Maybe you can go to docs and get something for your anxiety attacks those are tough to deal with.  I was told a long time ago when I have a anxiety attack that I should get up and try to focus my energy into something else, so when I get one, I go on the internet, grab a book, try to watch a program, get some fresh air, anything to get my mind off of it.... Good luck, hang in there!!!!!!

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