What large city are you near?? You don't have to give me yours just the nearest big one...
for starters,vcopy and paste this on you address bar
http://www.suboxone.com/
and this one
http://www.suboxone.com/patients/resources/find_a_doctor.aspx
You can call each and every one in your area and ask them if you can make payments... give them the sob and tell them about you job and kids...
Believe me you can actually work OK on this stuff.... and the let down is fairly easy!!!!!!