I am a 3 year on and off veteran of hydro addiction. also had a short stint with oxy which led me to an inpatient program. I only stayed clean about 30 days and started the snowball downhill with the excuse that I just needed two to help me feel happy on x-mas... you know, not for me, but so my 2 year old would see me smile. anyway, x months later and i just wiped out 240 10/325 norcos in two weeks. I feel better reading in these groups, i feel like i keep seeing my story over and over. the shame is the worst part. i am really resisting rehashing the same old story for everyone, especially since i'm so paranoid that my friends and family are monitoring these sites for clues that i may have fallen off the wagon. just take the worst, saddest parts of everyone's story and put them all together, that's me. briefly, i am a very bright, high functioning addict. i've been told all my life how smart i am and how great the things i've done are. i guess that is why it is so easy for people to excuse my actions and turn a blind eye towards my addiction. again, i must restrain myself from sharing too much because i also tend to get carried away, almost bragging about how cunningly decietful i can be in scoring pills and hiding it from everyone that loves me. As smart as i think i am, i am much more an addict. i can spend 15 minutes in my head going over all the reasons why i should quit, then pick up four norcos and swallow them. i recently gained new hope that i could quit norcos after i recently quit smoking. i used the patch to control cravings and never looked back, so now i feel if i just use the right relplacement to ween off, i'll be able to do it. This leads to my question, finally. does anyone have any information on using methadone to get off of hydrocone. I have access to as much methadone as i need, but i need a good plan to use them. please help! I'll post more in the future to let people know more about me. Thanks in advance.