on my 3rd day

[Hilliard]

im back!! well im quitting!! im on my 3rd day now and its been very uncomfortable!!! the worst is the restless legs and ZERO energy... its a task to move from room to room.. i stopped because i ran out... it will be thursday night before i get a chance to get more oxy but that will have givin me 7 days with out oxy.. its almost literally impossible to even type this... my whole body is shaking none stop... PLUS i got a mild cold right before qutting so i have to deal with both!!!.... Heres a little back ground info... im from seattle and thats where i get my oxy from but im vacationing in michigan ... so i only took ten pills (20's)  with me and thought id be okay with only 20mg a day but i waas wrong and soon ran out... so im stuck here and i want to go home sooo badly... i do want to quit but not in this type of pain... on the 7th day if im still in pain ill take oxy again or i might just keep toughing it out... but that all depends because school starts on the 23 and i cant go to school like this.. my whole life is based on oxy and i like it that way... even though i dont get high really anymore it still has changed my outlook and personality for the better... well anyway does any one have any ideas on how to at least gain some energy.. i need some... this totally sucks..  heeelppp mee :( :( :(.. btw if your in michigan and you can help me out with some oxy or any type of opiate then please write back with ur email adress ,,, im in east lansing then on tuseday im in grandrapids.. ANYTHING even methadone.. well thank you byebye

[harley28]

Im not on my 3rd day. I just ran out about 3 hours ago. I already feel bad. Im 28 and a wife and a mother. I have a addiction to pain medicine. Its not just me its my husband to. I want to get off the pills for my children. They dont deserve this. I just dont know how i can handle the withdrawls. they make me so sick. I have to take care of my family. I dont get anymore meds till monday. i just have a hard time getting out of bed in the morning without my meds. I am in constant pain. I have only been taking the drugs for a year and a half. noone knows about me i try to hide it. but i think people suspect it. I just dont know what to do. We dont have anywhere to get help around here. I couldnt ask for it anyway on the account of my kids.

[pon]

I have kids too...want off for them...day 7 for me, not too bad...do you want to get off the pills for you?

[Hilliard]

oh shush.. im fine now that im on tyrosine. thanks for the help from everyone!! sorry now that i know withdrawaling can be somewhat easy , im planning on starting my use again in a couple  of days. love u

[Synderella]

Hillard,


I realize you are in pain and experiencing some really bad withdrawals, but not only is it bad etiquette to ask a bunch of fellow addicts whom are trying to get clean themselves to provide you with drugs, it

[Tuss-ex]

There is never a good time to go through w/d's.  I can truly simpathize, and I wish you the best.  You can get the best advice for dealing with the symptoms from Thomas and BMAC.  I used thier suggestions and well I finally am opiate free.  

I only want to say, tussonex may sound like a good idea, but being my drug of choice I know from personal experience that the w/d from it really suck.  It really fouls up your digestive system, which will lead to the worst case of the runs in history.  I now have the joy of about 12 inches less of my colon which I tie directly to the over use of tussonex.

Please just be careful...I will pray for relief for you in whatever you need...

God Bless

[Hilliard]

THIS IS becoming worse every second i can barely move my arms or legs.. i dont want to quit oxys right now.... i know some day ill have to but , at that time ill want to be able to take clondine and whatever else a doctor can give me.... im not in the position to do that now .... so i just have to suffer it out :( :( hellppp this is the worst feeling and pain ive ever felt in my life jesus ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhghhhhhhhhh  :*(