End of day 5 c/t

[traveladdict]

Just wanted to vent day 5 has been a little emotional just as others have said.  It is hard fighting the voices just a couple pills and you will be back to normal.  Just this once it will be ok. I fought hard spent time shoveling snow, went to the gym and did some laps.  Stayed active trying to keep from jumping out of my skin.  However I KICKED TO VOICES ***  this time.  Thanks for letting me vent.

[traveladdict]

Have not checked into any groups as of yet. Still in the closet about this so to speak.  I am supposed to be an example to others.  I did not think it could happen to me of course.  Everything in life has come to easy for me.  Except this!

[GoingToMakeIt]

Day 5 is great. That was the turning point for me. Each day afterwards got a little bit better. Be sure to take your vitamins and supplements. They do help.

[msinsane]

i really understand exactly where you are coming from and i seem to be the queen of hiding things i seem to wonder if people out here close to me actually really know me ???? and the truth is i have only been on this forum for4-5 days and i am going on 8 days clean and the people on here know me better than the people i have known for yrs this site is wonderful i wish everyone the best  and AVISG is right i woke up this morning and realized i need a therap or couns cuz the mental is HARD and i need to figure things out starting from the root of the problem other wise i will be back time and time again saying i am on day 8 i want to be able to say i have been pill free for 8 yrs i am tired of being a STATISTIC    good luck

[avisg]

congrats  on day 5 .The mental is sure a lot harder then the physical .
Have you look into anything like NA or and addiction counselor ,We all really need some type of addiction counseling .I am still working on the root of why I use /used besides being an addict.... Take it one day at a time .it does get better.
avis

[traveladdict]

Thanks for the support it is hard when you hide it all and think you have nowhere to vent I am glad I found this forum.

[msinsane]

i am on day 8 and you are doing GREAT all the exercise and stuff i cant do that and i am a few days ahead of you  but i must agree the mental is hard aint it?  it is driving me crazy but this forum will def help keep posting and keep venting  KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK