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Timothy Leary's Eight Circuits of Consciousness
Tunnel-Realities and Imprints; Let's try Dr. Leary 's perspective on these mysteries.  To understand neurological space, Dr. Leary assumes that the nervous system consists of eight potential circuits, or "gears," or mini-brains. Four of these brains are in the usually active left lobe and are concerned with our terrestrial survival; four are extraterrestrial, reside in the "silent" or inactive right lobe, and are for use in our future evolution. This explains why the right lobe is usually inactive at this stage of our development, and why it becomes active when the person ingests psychedelics.  We will explain each of the eight "brains" briefly.                                                                                                                          I. THE BIO-SURVIVAL CIRCUIT This invertebrate brain was the first to evolve (2 to 3 million years ago) and is the first activated when a human infant is born. It programs perception onto an either-or grid divided into nurturing-helpful Things (which it approaches) and noxious-dangerous Things (which it flees, or attacks). The imprinting of this circuit sets up the basic attitude of trust or suspicion which will ever after trigger approach or avoidance.                                                           II. THE EMOTIONAL CIRCUIT This second, more advanced bio-computer formed when vertebrates appeared and began to compete for territory (perhaps 500,000,000 B.C.). In the individual, this bigger tunnel-reality is activated when the DNA master-tape triggers the metamorphosis from crawling to walking. As every parent knows, the toddler is no longer a passive (bio-survival) infant but a mammalian politician, full of physical (and psychic) territorial demands, quick to meddle in family business and decision-making. Again the first imprint on this circuit remains constant for life (unless brainwashed) and identifies the stimuli which will automatically trigger dominant, aggressive behavior or submissive, cooperative behavior. When we say that a person is behaving emotionally, egotistically or 'like a two-year-old,' we mean that s/he is blindly following one of the tunnel-realities imprinted on this circuit.                                                                                                                          III. THE DEXTERITY-SYMBOLISM CIRCUIT This third brain was formed when hominid types began to differentiate from other primate stock (circa 4-5 million B.C.) and is activated for the linear left-lobe functions of the brain, determines our normal modes of artifact-manufacture and conceptual thought, i.e., third circuit 'mind.'  It is no accident, then, that our logic (and our computer-design) follows either-or, binary structure of these circuits. Nor is it an accident that our geometry, until the last century, has been Euclidean. Euclid's geometry, Aristotle's logic and Newton's physics are meta-programs synthesizing and generalizing first brain forward-back, second brain up-down and third brain right-left programs.    IV. THE SOCIAL-SEXUAL CIRCUIT The fourth brain, dealing with the transmission of tribal or ethnic culture across generations, introduces the fourth dimension, time.  Since each of these tunnel-realities consists of biochemical imprints or matrices in the nervous system, each of them is specifically triggered by neuro-transmitters and other drugs. NOTICE how drugs that stimulate the first four circuits, which are already activated, tend to be dangerously addictive, roughly ordered ascending from the first circuit. To activate the first brain take an opiate. Mother Opium and Sister Morphine bring you down to cellular intelligence, bio-survival passivity, the floating consciousness of the newborn. (This is why Freudians identify opiate addiction with the desire to return to infancy.)  To activate the second tunnel-reality, take an abundant quantity of alcohol. Vertebrate territorial patterns and mammalian emotional politics immediately appear when the booze flows, as Thomas Nashe intuitively realized when he characterized the various alcohol states by animal labels: "ass drunk," "goat drunk," "swine drunk," "bear drunk," etc.  To activate the third circuit, try coffee or tea, a high-protein diet, speed or cocaine.  The specific neurotransmitter for circuit four has not been synthesized yet, but it is generated by the glands after pubescence and flows volcanically through the bloodstreams of adolescents.  NONE OF THESE TERRESTRIAL DRUGS CHANGE BASIC BIOCHEMICAL IMPRINTS. The behaviors which they trigger are those which were wired into the nervous system during the first stages of imprint vulnerability. The circuit II drunk exhibits the emotional games or cons learned from parents in infancy. The circuit III "mind" never gets beyond the permutations and combinations of those tunnel-realities originally imprinted, or abstractions associated with the imprints through later conditioning. And so forth.  But all this Pavlovian-Skinnerian robotism changes drastically and dramatically when we turn to the right lobe, the future circuits and extraterrestrial chemicals.

The Four evolving future 'brains' are:

V. THE NEUROSOMATIC CIRCUIT When this fifth "body-brain" is activated, flat Euclidean figure-ground configurations explode multi-dimensionally. Gestalts shift, in McLuhan's terms, from linear VISUAL SPACE to all-encompassing SENSORY SPACE. A hedonic turn-on occurs, a rapturous amusement, a detachment from the previously compulsive mechanism of the first four circuits. I turned this circuit on with pot and Tantra.  This fifth brain began to appear about 4,000 years ago in the first leisure-class civilizations and has been increasing statistically in recent centuries (even before the Drug Revolution), a fact demonstrated by the hedonic art of India, China, Rome and other affluent societies. More recently, Ornstein and his school have demonstrated with electroencephalograms that this circuit represents the first jump from the linear left lobe of the brain to the analogical right lobe.  The opening and imprinting of this circuit has been the preoccupation of "technicians of the occult"--Tantric shamans and hatha yogis. While the fifth tunnel-reality can be achieved by sensory deprivation, social isolation, physiological stress or severe shock (ceremonial terror tactics, as practiced by such rascal-gurus as Don Juan Matus or Aleister Crowley ,it has traditionally been reserved to the educated aristocracy of leisure societies who have solved the four terrestrial survival problems.  About 20,000 years ago, the specific fifth brain neurotransmitter was discovered by shamans in the Caspian Sea area of Asia and quickly spread to other wizards throughout Eurasia and Africa. It is, of course, cannabis. Weed. Mother Mary Jane.  It is no accident that the pot-head generally refers to his neural state as "high" or "spaced-out." The transcendence of gravitational, digital, linear, either-or, Aristotelian, Newtonian, Euclidean, planetary orientations (circuits I-IV) is, in evolutionary perspective, part of our neurological preparation for the inevitable migration off our home planet, now beginning. This is why so many pot-heads are STAR TREK freaks and science fiction adepts. (Berkeley, California, certainly the Cannabis Capital of the U.S., has a Federation Trading Post on Telegraph Avenue, where the well-heeled can easily spend $500 or more in a single day, buying STAR TREK novels, magazines, newsletters, bumper stickers, photographs, posters, tapes, etc., including even complete blueprints for the starship ENTERPRISE.)  The extraterrestrial meaning of being "high" is confirmed by astronauts themselves; 85% of those who have entered the free-fall zero gravity describe "mystic experiences" or rapture states typical of the neurosomatic circuit. "No photo can show how beautiful Earth looked," raves Captain Ed Mitchell, describing his Illumination in free-fall. He sounds like any successful yogi or pot-head. No camera can show this experience because it is inside the nervous system.  FREE-FALL, AT THE PROPER EVOLUTIONARY TIME, TRIGGERS THE NEUROSOMATIC MUTATION, Leary believes. Previously this mutation has been achieved "artificially" by yogic or shamanic training or by the fifth circuit stimulant, cannabis. Surfing, skiing, skin-diving and the new sexual culture (sensuous massage, vibrators, imported Tantric arts, etc.) have evolved at the same time as part of the hedonic conquest of gravity. The Turn-On state is always described as "floating," or, in the Zen metaphor, "one foot above the ground."                                                         VI. THE NEUROELECTRIC CIRCUIT The sixth brain consists of the nervous system becoming aware of itself apart from imprinted gravitational reality-maps (circuits I-IV) and even apart from body-rapture (circuit V). Count Korzybski, the semanticist, called this state "consciousness of abstracting." Dr. John Lilly calls it "metaprogramming," i.e., awareness of programming one's programming. This Einsteinian, relativistic contelligence (consciousness-intelligence) recognizes, for instance, that the Euclidean, Newtonian and Aristotelian reality-maps are just three among billions of possible programs or models for experience. I turned this circuit on with Peyote, LSD and Crowley's "magick" metaprograms.  This level of brain-functioning seems to have been reported first around 500 B.C. among various "occult" groups connected by the Silk Route (Rome-North India). It is so far beyond the terrestrial tunnel-realities that those who have achieved it can barely communicate about it to ordinary humanity (circuits I-IV) and can hardly be understood even by fifth circuit Rapture Engineers.  The characteristics of the neuroelectric circuit are high velocity, multiple choice, relativity, and the fission-fusion of all perceptions into parallel science-fiction universes of alternate possibilities .  The mammalian politics which monitor power struggles among terrestrial humanity are here transcended, i.e., seen as static, artificial, an elaborate charade. One is neither coercively manipulated into another's territorial reality nor forced to struggle against it with reciprocal emotional game-playing (the usual soap-opera dramatics). One simply elects, consciously, whether or not to share the other's reality-model.  Tactics for opening and imprinting the sixth circuit are described and rarely experienced in advanced rajah yoga, and in the hermetic (coded) manuals of the medieval-Renaissance alchemists and Illuminati.  No specific sixth circuit chemical is yet available, but strong psychedelics like mescaline (from my 1962-63 "sacred cactus," peyotl) and psilocybin (from the Mexican "magic mushroom," teonactl open the nervous system to a mixed-media series of circuit V and circuit VI channels. This is appropriately called "tripping," as distinguished from straight-forward fifth circuit "turning on" or "getting high."  The suppression of scientific research in this area has had the unfortunate result of turning the outlaw drug culture back toward fifth circuit hedonics and pre-scientific tunnel-realities (the occult revival, solipsism, Pop Orientalism). Without scientific discipline and methodology, few can successfully decode the often-frightening (but philosophically crucial) sixth circuit metaprogramming signals. Such scientists as do continue to study this subject dare not publish their results (which are illegal) and record ever-wider tunnel-realities only in private conversations--like the scholars of the Inquisitorial era. (Voltaire announced the Age of Reason two centuries too soon. We are still in the Dark Ages.) Most underground alchemists have given up on such challenging and risky self-work and restrict their trips to fifth circuit erotic tunnels.  The evolutionary function of the sixth circuit is to enable us to communicate at Einsteinian relativities and neuro-electric accelerations, not using third circuit laryngeal-manual symbols but directly via feedback, telepathy and computer link-up. Neuro-electric signals will increasingly replace "speech" (hominid grunts) after space migration.  When humans have climbed out of the atmosphere-gravity well of planetary life, accelerated sixth circuit contelligence will make possible high-energy communication with "Higher Intelligences," i.e., ourselves-in-the-future and other post-terrestrial races.  It is charmingly simple and obvious, once we realize that the spaced-out neural experiences really are extraterrestrial, that getting high and spacing out are accurate metaphors. Circuit V neurosomatic rapture is preparation for the next step in our evolution, migration off the planet. Circuit VI is preparation for the step after that, interspecies communication with advanced entities possessing electronic (post-verbal) tunnel-realities.  Circuit VI is the "universal translator" often imagined by science-fiction writers, already built into our brains by the DNA tape. Just as the circuits of the future butterfly are already built into the caterpillar.                            
VII. THE NEUROGENETIC CIRCUIT The seventh brain kicks into action when the nervous system begins to receive signals from WITHIN THE INDIVIDUAL NEURON, from the DNA-RNA dialogue. The first to achieve this mutation spoke of "memories of past lives," "reincarnation," "immortality," etc. That these adepts were recording something real is indicated by the fact that many of them (especially Hindu and Sufis) gave marvelously accurately poetic vistas of evolution 1,000 or 2,000 years before Darwin, and foresaw Superhumanity before Nietzsche.  The "akashic records" of Theosophy, the "collective unconscious" of Jung, the "phylogenetic unconscious" of Grof and Ring, are three modern metaphors for this circuit. The visions of past and future evolution described by those who have had "out-of-body" experiences during close-to-death episodes also describes the trans-time circuit VII tunnel-reality.  Specific exercises to trigger circuit VII are not to be found in yogic teaching; it usually happens, if at all, after several years of the kind of advanced rajah yoga that develops circuit VI facility.  The specific circuit VII neurotransmitter is, of course LSD. (Peyote and psilocybin produce some circuit VII experiences also.)  Circuit VII is best considered, in terms of 1977 science, as the genetic archives, activated by anti-histone proteins. The DNA memory coiling back to the dawn of life. A sense of the inevitability of immortality and interspecies symbiosis comes to all circuit VII mutants; we now see that this, also, is an evolutionary forecast, since WE STAND RIGHT NOW ON THE DOOR-STEP OF EXTENDED LONGEVITY LEADING TO IMMORTALITY.  The exact role of the right-lobe circuits and the reason for their activation in the 1960s cultural revolution now becomes clear. As sociologist F.M. Esfandiary writes in UPWINGERS, "Today when we speak of immortality and of going to another world we no longer mean these in a theological or metaphysical sense. People are now traveling to other worlds. People are now striving for immortality. Transcendence is no longer a metaphysical concept. It has become reality."  The evolutionary function of the seventh circuit and its evolutionary, aeon-spanning tunnel-reality is to prepare us for conscious immortality and interspecies symbiosis.                                                       VIII. THE NEURO-ATOMIC CIRCUIT Hold on to your hats and breathe deeply--this is the farthest-out that human intelligence has yet ventured.  Consciousness probably precedes the biological unit or DNA tape-loop. "Out-of-body experiences," "astral projection," contact with alien (extraterrestrial?) "entities" or with a galactic Overmind, etc., such as I've experienced, have all been reported for thousands of years, not merely by the ignorant, the superstitious, the gullible, but often by the finest minds among us (Socrates, Giordano Bruno, Edison, Buckminster Fuller, etc.). Such experiences are reported daily to parapsychologists and have been experienced by such scientists as Dr. John Lilly and Carlos Castaneda. Dr. Kenneth Ring has attributed these phenomena to what he calls, very appropriately, "the extraterrestrial unconscious."  Dr. Leary suggests that circuit VIII is literally neuro-atomic--infra, supra and meta-physiological--a quantum model of consciousness and/or a conscious model of quantum mechanics by the turned-on physicists discussed previously (Prof. John Archibald Wheeler, Saul-Paul Sirag, Dr. Fritjof Capra, Dr. Jack Sarfatti, etc.) indicates strongly that the "atomic consciousness" first suggested by Leary in "The Seven Tongues of God" (1962) is the explanatory link which will unite parapsychology and paraphysics into the first scientific empirical experimental theology in history.  When the nervous system is turned on to this quantum-level circuit, space-time is obliterated. Einstein's speed-of-light barrier is transcended; in Dr. Sarfatti's metaphor, we escape "electromagnetic chauvinism." The contelligence within the quantum projection booth IS the entire cosmic "brain," just as the micro-miniaturized DNA helix IS the local brain guiding planetary evolution. As Lao-tse said from his own Circuit VIII perspective, "The greatest is within the smallest."  Circuit VIII is triggered by Ketamine, a neuro-chemical researched by Dr. John Lilly, which is also (according to a wide-spread but unconfirmed rumor) given to astronauts to prepare them for space. High doses of LSD also produce some circuit VIII quantum awareness.  This neuro-atomic contelligence is four mutations beyond terrestrial domesticity. (The current ideological struggle is between circuit IV tribal moralists-or-collectivists and circuit V hedonic individualists.) When our need for higher intelligence, richer involvement in the cosmic script, further transcendence, will no longer be satisfied by physical bodies, not even by immortal bodies hopping across space-time at Warp 9, circuit VIII will open a further frontier. New universes and realities. "Beyond theology: the science and art of Godmanship," as Alan Watts  once wrote.  It is therefore possible that the mysterious "entities"  (angels and extraterrestrials) monotonously reported by circuit VIII visionaries are members or races already evolved to this level. But it is also possible, as Leary and Sarfatti more recently suggest, that They are ourselves-in-the-future.  The left-lobe terrestrial circuits contain the learned lessons of our evolutionary past (and present). The right-lobe extraterrestrial circuits are the evolutionary script for out future.  Thus far, there have been two alternative explanations of why the Drug Revolution happened. The first is presented in a sophisticated way by anthropologist Weston LaBarre, and in an ignorant, moralistic way by most anti-drug propaganda in the schools and mass media. This explanation says, in essence, that millions have turned away from the legal DOWN drugs to illegal HIGH drugs because we are living in troubled times and many are seeking escape into fantasy.  This theory, at its best, only partially explains the ugliest and most publicized aspect of the revolution--the reckless drug abuse characteristic of the immature. It says nothing about the millions of respectable doctors, lawyers, engineers, etc., who have turned away from second circuit intoxication with booze to fifth circuit rapture with weed.  Nor does it account at all for the thoughtful, philosophical sixth circuit investigations of persons of high intelligence and deep sensibility, such as Aldous Huxley, Dr. Stanley Grof, Masters-Houston, Carlos Castaneda, Dr. John Lilly and thousands of scientific and lay researchers on consciousness.  A more plausible theory, devised by psychiatrist Norman Zinberg out of the work of Marshall McLuhan, holds that modern electronic media have so shifted the nervous system's parameters that young people no longer enjoy "linear" drugs like alcohol and find meaning only in "non-linear" weed and psychedelics.  This is certainly part of the truth, but it is too narrow and overstresses TV and computers without sufficiently stressing the general technological picture--the ongoing Science-Fiction Revolution of which the most significant aspects are Space Migration, Increased Intelligence and Life Extension, which Leary has condensed into his SMI
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Digital Polytheism
By Timothy Leary and Eric Gullichsen
We place no reliance On virgin or pigeon; Our Method is Science, Our Aim is Religion. Aleister Crowley, from the journal "Equinox",People jacked in so they could hustle. Put the trodes on and they were out there, all the data in the world stacked up like one big neon city, so you could cruise around and have a grip on it, visually anyway, because if you didn't, it was too complicated, trying to find your way to a particular piece of data you needed. Iconics, Gentry called that. William Gibson, Mona Lisa OverdriveInformation is more basic than matter and energy. Atoms, electrons, quarks consist of bits -- Binary units of information Like those processed in computer software And in the brain. The behavior of these bits, and thus of the universe, Is governed by a single programming rule. Edward Fredkin                                            
A UNIVERSE OF BITS AND BYTES
Major historical accomplishments of the 20th century included the personalization and popularization of Quantum Physics, an acceptance of self-reference and circular causality in systems of mathematics and psychology, and the resulting development of cybernetic society.
This philosophic achievement, which has dominated the culture of the 20th century, was based on a discovery by nuclear and quantum physicists around 1900, that visible-tangible realities are written in a digital assembly language we could accurately call "basic."
It turns out that we inhabit a universe made up of a small number of elements-particles-bits which cluster together in geometrically-logical, temporary configurations.
The solid Newtonian Universe rested upon such immutable General-Motors concepts as mass, force, momentum, and inertia, cast into a Manichaean drama involving equal reactions of good vs. evil, gravity vs. levity, entropy vs. evolution and coerced by such pious Bank-of-England notions as conservation of energy. This dependable, static, predictable, universe suddenly, in the minds of Planck/Heisenberg became digitized, transformed into shimmering quantum screens of electronic probabilities.
Up here in 1988, we are learning to experience what Nils Bohr and Werner Heisenberg could only dream of. The universe, according to their cyberdelic equations, is best described as a digital information process with sub-programs and temporary ROM states, megas called galaxies, maxis called stars, minis called planets, micros called organisms, and nanos known as molecules, atoms, particles. All of these programs are perpetually in states of evolution, i.e., continually "running."
It seems to follow that the great intellectual challenge of the 20th century was to make this universe "user friendly," to prepare individual human beings to decode, digitize, store, process and reflect the sub-programs which make up his/her own personal realities.
NOBODY KNEW WHAT THESE GUYS WERE TALKING ABOUT
The chain of events that elevated us to this new genetic status, HOMO SAPIENS CYBERNETICUS, began around the turn of the century.
Physicists, we recall, are traditionally assigned the task of sorting out the nature of reality. So it was the quantum philosophers who figured out that units of energy/matter were sub-atomic bits of programmed information that zoom around in clouds of ever-changing, if/then, start/stop, off/on, 0/1, yin/yang probabilities in clusters of pixels, up-and-down recurring stairways of paradox.
When they started out, no one understood what these guys were talking about. They expressed their unsettling theories in complex equations written on blackboards with chalk. Believe it or not, these great physicists thought and communicated with a neolithic tool -- chalk-marks on the wall of the cave. The irony was this: Einstein and his brilliant colleagues could not experience or operate or communicate at a quantum-electronic level.
Imagine if Max Planck pottering around in his mathematical chalk-board had access to a video-arcade game! He'd see right away that the blips on Centipede and the zaps of Space Invaders could represent the movement of the very particles that he tried to describe in the dusty symbols of his blackboard.
A WILD AND SCARY HALLUCINOGENIQUE
Now let us reflect on the head-bursting adjustment required here. The relativistic universe described by Einstein and the nuclear physicists IS alien and terrifying. Quantum physics is quite literally a wild, confusing psyberdelic trip. It postulates an Alice-in-Wonderland, Sartrean universe in which everything is changing. As Heisenberg implied: nothing is certain except uncertainty. Matter is energy. Energy and matter are temporary states of info-bits, frozen at various forms of acceleration.
This digital universe is not user-friendly when approached with a Newtonian mind. We are just now beginning to write a manual of operations for the brain and the universe, both of which, it turns out, are digital galaxies with amazing similarities.
People living in the solid, mechanical world of 1901 simply could not understand or experience a quantum universe. Dear sweet old Einstein, who couldn't accept his own unsettling equations, was denounced as evil and immoral by Catholic bishops and sober theologians who sensed how unsettling and revolutionary these new ideas could be. Ethical relativity is still the mortal sin of religious fundamentalists.
THE CYBERPUNK AS MODERN ALCHEMIST
The baby boom generation has grown up in an electronic world of TV and personal computing screens. The cyberpunks offer metaphors, rituals, life styles for dealing with the universe of information. More and more of us are becoming electro-shamans, modern alchemists.
Alchemists of the Middle Ages described the construction of magical appliances for viewing future events, or speaking to friends distant or dead. Writings of Paracelsus describe a mirror of ELECTRUM MAGICUM with telegenic properties, and crystal scrying was in its heyday.
Today, digital alchemists have at their command tools of a precision and power unimagined by their predecessors. Computer screens ARE magical mirrors, presenting alternate realities at varying degrees of abstraction on command (invocation). Aleister Crowley defined magick as "the art and science of causing change to occur in conformity with our will," and to this end the computer is the universal level of Archimedes.
The parallels between the culture of the alchemists and that of cyberpunk computer adepts are inescapable. Both employ knowledge of an occult arcanum unknown to the population at large, with secret symbols and words of power. The "secret symbols" comprise the languages of computers and mathematics, and the "words of power" instruct computer operating systems to complete Herculean tasks. Knowing the precise code name of a digital program permits it to be conjured into existence, transcending the labor of muscular or mechanical search or manufacture.
Rites of initiation or apprenticeship are common to both. "Psychic feats" of telepathy and action-at-a-distance are achieved by selection of the menu option.
CLASSICAL MAGICKAL CORRESPONDENCES
Alchemists of the Middle Ages believed quite correctly that their cosmos was composed of four elements: earth, air, fire and water. Although today our periodic table sports more than 100 chemical elements, the four universal elements still can be identified as the constituents of some processes in the external reality, and within the inner psychological world of humankind.
Each of the four elements is an archetype and a metaphor, a convenient and appropriate name for a universally identified quality. The four are echoed in the organization of both the four suits and the four "court cards" of each suit of the Tarot, inherited from the Egyptians and its symbolism preserved in ordinary Western The four also correspond to the four principal tools of the classical practitioner of ceremonial magick.
The wand of the magician represents the phallic male creative force, fire. The cup stands for the female receptive force, and, obviously enough, is associated with water. the sword is the incisive intellect, moving and severing the air, the abstraction in which it moves. Finally, the pantacle (disk) is the grounding in earth (magnetic material), the stored algorithms. (We use Crowley's spelling of pentacle, which communicates the sense of "all and everything," advisedly.)
These classical instruments of magick exist in modern cyber technology: The mouse or pen of the digitizing tablet is the wand, controlling the fire of the CRT(Cathode Ray Tube) display and harnessing the creative force of the programmer. It is used in all invocations and ritual as a tool of command. Spinning disk drives are the pantacles, inscribed with complex symbols, earthen tablets to receive the input of "air," the crackling dynamic ethereal intellectual electricity of the processor chip circuitry programming results. The RAM(Random Access Memory) chips are, literally, the buffers ("buffer pools"), the water, the passive element capable of only receiving impressions and re-transmitting, reflecting.
Iconic visual programming languages are a Tarot, the pictorial summation of all possibilities, activated for the purpose of divination by juxtaposition and mutual influence. A periodic table of possibilities, the Western form of the Eastern I Ching. Traditional word-oriented programming languages, FORTRAN and COBOL degenerate form of these universal systems, grimoires of profit-oriented corporations.
Detailed database logs of the activity of operating systems from the Akashic records on a microscale. At a macroscopic level, this is the "world net" knowledge base, the "knoesphere," the world-wide online hypertext network of information soon to be realized by the storage capacity of CD ROM and the data transmission capability of optical fiber. William Gibson's cyberspace matrix.
Banishing rituals debug programs, and friendly djinn are invoked for compiling, searching, and other mundane tasks. When the magic circle is broken (segmentation violation), the system collapses. Personal transmutation (the ecstasy of the "ultimate hack") is a veiled goal of both systems. The satori of harmonious human-computer communication resulting from the infinite regress into meta-levels of reflection of self is the reward for immaculate conceptualization and execution of ideas.
The universality of 0 and 1 throughout magic and religion: yin and yang, yoni and lingam, cup and wand, are manifested today in digital signals, the two bits underlying the implementation of all digital programs in the world, in our brains and in our operating systems. Stretching it a bit, even the monad, symbol of change and the Tao, visually resembles a superimposed 0 and 1 when its curving central line is stretched through the action of centrifugal force from the ever-increasing speed of the monad's rotation.
CYBER RELIGION OF THE BABY BOOMERS
By the year 2000, Aleister Crowley, William Gibson, and Edward Fredkin could well replace Benjamin Spock as a Baby Boom navigator. Why? Because, by then the concerns of the baby boom generation will be digital. (Or, to use the old paradigms, philosophic-spiritual.)
During their childhood they were Mouseketeers. In their teens the Cybers went on an adolescent spiritual binge unequalled since the Children's Crusade. In their revolt against the factory culture they re-invented and updated their tribal-pagan roots and experimented with Hinduism, Haight-Ashbury Buddhism, American Indianism, Magic, Witchcraft, Ann Arbor Voo Doo, Esalen Yoga, Computerized I Ching Taoism, 3-D Reincarnation, Fluid Druidism. St. Stephen Jobs to the Ashram!
Born-again Paganism! Pan-Dionysius on audio-visual cassettes. Mick Jagger had them sympathizing with the devil. The Beatles had them floating upstream on the Ganges. Jimi Hendrix taught them how to be a voodoo child. Is there one pre-Christian or third world metaphor for divinity that some rock group has not yet celebrated on an album cover?
ONTOLOGY RECAPITULATES THEOLOGY
The Boomers in the evolving life-cycle seem to have recapitulated the theological history of our species. Just as monotheism emerged to unify pagan tribes into nations, so did the Boomers re-discover fundamentalist Judaism and Christianity in their young adulthood.
Even far-away Islam attracted gourmet Blacks and ex-hippies such as Cat Stevens. Bob Dylan nicely exemplifies the consumer approach to religion. For 25 years Bob (ne Zimmerman) has continued to browse through the spiritual boutiques dabbing on a dash of Baptist "born-again," nibbling at Hassidism before returning to his ole-time faith of sardonic reformed humanism.
We can laugh at this trendy shopping around for the custom-tailored designer god, but behind the faddism we find a powerful clue.
Notice how Dylan, for example, preserves his options and tries to avoid shoddy or off-the-rack soul-ware. No "plastic christs that glow in the dark" for Bob! The religion here is Evolutionism, based on the classic humanist, transcendental assumptions:
God is not a tribal father nor a feudal lord nor an engineer- manager of the universe. There is no god (in the singular) except you at the moment. There are as many gods (in the plural) as can be imagined. Call them whatever you like. They are free agents like you and me.
You can change and mutate and keep improving. The idea is to keep "trading up" to a "better" philosophy-theology.
      The aim of your life, following Buddha, Krishna, Gurdjieff, Werner Erhart, Shirley, is this: Take care of your self so you can take care of others. If any.
     WiTH A LITTLE HELP FROM YOUR FRIENDS
This generation, we recall, had been disillusioned by the religions, politics, and economics of their parents. Growing up with the threat of nuclear war, the assassination of beloved leaders, immune deficiencies, a collapsing industrial system, an impossible national debt, religious fundamentalisms (Christian-Jewish- Islamic) that fanatically scream hatred and intolerance, and uncomprehending neglect of the ecology, they have developed a healthy skepticism about collective solutions.
They can't retreat back home because Mom and Dad are divorced.
No wonder they have created a psychology of individual navigation. Singularity. The basic idea is self-responsibility. You just can't depend on anyone else to solve your problems. You gotta do it all by yourself -- With a little help from your friends.
A DO-IT-YOURSELF RELIGION
Since God #1 appears to be held hostage back there by the blood-thirsty Persian Ayatollah, by the telegenic Polish Pope and the Moral Majority, there's only one logical alternative. You "steer" your own course. You start your own religion. The Temple is your body. Your mind writes the theology. And the Holy Spirit emanates from that infinitely mysterious intersection between your brain and your DNA.
The attainment of even the suburbs of Paradise involves good navigation and planning on your part. Hell is a series of redeemable errors. A detour caused by failure to check the trip-maps. A losing streak. Many people are carefully conditioned from birth to live in hell. As children, they are largely ignored until something happens to cause them pain or injury. Then, mommy and daddy quickly lavish aid, attention, succor, positive reinforcement. When "all grown up," and in the world alone to make choices, what kind of choices are going to result from those many years of conditioning? It's no wonder so many people seem to live in hell, to live pained lives of mishaps and broken dreams. Of course, by realizing this we can begin to decondition ourselves towards healthy hedonism. Reward yourself for making choices that lead to pleasure, and build a cybernetic cycle of positive feedback. Only from the state of free selfhood can any truly compassionate signals be sent to others.
THE ADMINISTRATION OF A PERSONAL STATE
The management and piloting of a Singularity leads to a very busy career. Since the Crowley-Gibson-Fredkin Individual has established herself as a religion, a country, a corporation, an information network, and a neurological universe, it is necessary to maintain personal equivalents for all the departments and operations of the bureaucracies that perform these duties.
This apparently means forming private alliances, formulating personal political platforms, conducting your own domestic and foreign relations, establishing trade policies, defense and security programs, educational and recreational events. On the upside, one is free from dependence upon bureaucracies, an inestimable boon. (Free agents can, of course, make temporary deals with organizations and officials thereof.)
And if countries have histories and myths, why shouldn't you?
THE PERSONAL MYTHOLOGY
So you search and research your very own genetic memory banks, the Old Testaments of your DNA-RNA, including, if you like, past incarnations and Jungian archetypes. And funky pre-incarnations in any future you can imagine!
You write your very own Newest Testament, recalling that voluntary martyrdom is tacky and crucifixions, like nuclear war, can ruin your day.
You can do anything the great religions, empires and racial groups have done in the name of their God #1. and you're certain to do it better because... well, look at their track records. There's no way your Personal State could produce the persecutions, massacres and bigotries of the Big Guys.
Why? Because there's only one of you, and even with the help of your friends the amount of damage an individual can do is insignificant compared with the evil-potential of a collective.
Besides, you're a child of the 60s. You're imprinted to want a peaceful, tolerant, funny world. You can choose your gods to be smart, funny, compassionate, cute and goofy.
IRREVERENCE IS A PASSWORD FOR THE 21ST CENTURY
It has been suggested that the philosophic assignment of the Roaring 20th Century was to prepare the human species for the shifting realities of Quantum Physics and Singular Steering.
Relativity means that everyone "sees" or reacts to things differently, depending upon location, velocity and attitude (angle of approach).
The relativistic insight is in essence irreverent or humorous, i.e., laughable, comical, delightful. With the law of gravity repealed, levity is the order of the day. We rise through our levity, instead of being held down by our gravity.
The word "humor" comes from the Latin word for liquid or fluid, referring to such qualities as flowing, pliable, smooth, effortless, easily changed, non-frictional, transparent, shining, musical, graceful in motion and readily converted into cash.
THE LAST GENERATION IN FLESH?
Through science and technology we will meet the aliens,
and they will be us.
Norman Spinrad, "The Neuromantics"
Information-beings of the future may well be fluid. Human society has now reached a turning point in the operation of the digital programs of evolution, a point at which the next evolutionary steps of the species become apparent to us, to surf as we will. Or, more correctly, as the evolutionary programs run and run, the next stages pop up in parallel, resulting in continuing explosions of unexpected diversity. Our concepts of what is known as "human" continually change. For example, we are no longer as dependent on physical fitness for survival. Our quantum appliances and improved mechanical devices can generally provide the requisite means or defenses. In the near future, the methods of information technology, molecular engineering, biotechnology, nanotechnology (atom stacking) and quantum-digital programming could make the human form a matter totally determined by individual whim, style and seasonal choice.
Humans already come in some variety of races and sizes. In comparison to what "human" might mean within the next century, we humans are at present as indistinguishable from one another as are hydrogen molecules. Along with the irrational taboo about death, the sanctity of our body image seems to be one of the most persistent anachronisms of Industrial Age thought.
We see evolutions of the human form in the future; one more biological-like: a bio/computer hybrid of any desired form -- and one not biological at all: an "electronic entity" in the digital info-universe.
Human-AS-programs, and human-IN-programs.
Of these two post-humanist views, human-as-programs is more easily conceived. Today, we have crude prosthetic implants, artificial limbs, valves, and entire organs. The continuing improvements in the old-style mechanical technology slowly increase the thoroughness of brain/external-world integration. A profound change can come with the developments of biotechnology, genetic engineering, and the slightly more remote success of nanotechnology.
The electronic form of human-in-programs is more alien to our current conceptions of humanity. Through storage of one's belief systems as data structures online, driven by desired programs one's neuronal apparatus should operate in silicon basically as it dead on the meatware of the brain, though faster, more accurately, more self-mutably, and, if desired, immortally.
Clever cyberpunks will of course not only store themselves electronically, but do so in the form of a "computer virus," capable of traversing computer networks and of self-replicating as a guard against accidental or malicious erasure by others, or other programs. (Imagine the somewhat droll scenario: "What's on this CD?" "Ah, that's just that boring adolescent Leary. Let's go ahead and reformat it.")
One speculation is that such viral human forms might ALREADY inhabit our computer systems. Cleverly designed, they would be very difficult, if not theoretically impossible to detect.
Current programs do not permit matching the real-time operation speed and parallel complexity of conventional brains. But time scale of operation is subjective and irrelevant, except for the purposes of interface.
Of course, there is no reason one needs to restrict one's manifestation to a particular form. One will basically (within ever-loosening physical constraints, though perhaps inescapable economic constraints) be able to assume any desired form.
Authors of current science fiction of the cyberpunk or "neuromantic" school have approached this idea from many angles. Bruce Sterling's novel SCHISMATRIX recognizes the fact that human evolution moves in clades, radiating omnidirectionally, not moving in a line along a single path. His "Mechs" and "Shapers" correspond closely with our notions of electronic and biogenetic paths to evolutionary diversity.
Given the ease of copying computer-stored information, it should be possible to exist simultaneously in many forms. Where the "I's" are in this situation is a matter for digital philosophers. Our belief is that consciousness would persist in each form, running independently, cloned at each branch point.

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WOW !!! I saw all these pages of cosmoneuroschemonticegolesticmagnitudinality and I knew with delight that you had returned. I was lying in bed last night listening to a whipoorwill and spent time trying to figure how it's song matches it's name and wondering if it was really saying whipoorwill or williedill.

Welcome back, Love, Brighty
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Wouldn't a total ego loss be a dangerous thing for a person trying to function in this world ?? I would think it's better to refine the ego.... sort of like what monks do..zen's, trappist's .... but total loss would make a person seem like their brain has totally melted... that's what I think.... what do you think ???

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".....Now I have someone to argue with. LOL....Hey, I'm just joking my fellow roomy.  
I read your post, and all I have to say is, "when "man" thinks he finally "has it".....He has discoved it all, and "knows" all the answers and is a supreme human being....above God and all else.......THEN HE (GOD) WILL RETURN.......(ex. the book of Daniel, and Revelation)...Christ hasn't taken to long to return, Spook.....We have taken too long to arrive at DNA, cloning, cyber technology.......you name it...immorality, God extracting, self loving, Un-natural affections, murder, killing, in-justices of any kind.  God has said.......ok.....do it yourselves, and I'll sit back and when it really gets out of hand...I'll return to reclaim and re-deam.  
LOL....I recall listening to Ozzy Ozbourne, when I was young, and he had a song about Aleister Crowley.. "Mr. Crowley, what when on in your head..dunt da da da dunt. Oh Mr. Crowley."  I never new who or what he was, but new every word to that song.  I'm curious...could you elaborate on him a bit.  My brother thought Ozzy was a genius....lmao  Hey doesnt he have Aleistar Crowley's head in a jar???? I  don't know.
Good to have you back, mate!
Love,
Annie
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Please excuse the errors........what's going on in MY head???
lol.......New for Knew, and when for went...I need to get a grip and fast.  Going get some of that L-Tyrosine today.  Coffee just aint getting it. lol
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I will probably get flamed by somebody on this one... but I think all these disturbing weirdos of rock culture are very disturbed...like beyond the beyond... and not in a super enlightened way either... they appear to be icons of drug culture.... didn't this guy Ozborne bite into mice onstage??????  I cannot see how displays of anger or destruction are entertaining.... to me this is the type of music young people get high with... like there is some sort of message or connection to their pain... frankly I think this music is painful... that's why they need drugs to relieve it.

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...a wise one you are.  Aint nobody gonna get nothing on you, sister.  Go to your local christian book store, and ask to rent a tape called Hells Bells, by Reel to Reel ministries.  I have to inform you first, that it is real scary.  I couldn't watch it alone.  It speaks volumes about our Rock era.  The truth is revealed......big time!

Love Ya!
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I have visited a few Christian stores over the years and have never seen a tape rental section !! Good service if I can find one. Well I am not good at scary stuff at all but will watch it with my daughter if I can get a copy. She was never into that kind of music or any cult stuff in spite of her addiction. I have an idea it will enforce my opinions..... even if you may think from earlier posts that I don't share your beliefs, be totally sure when it comes to Satan that I am acutely aware of a powerful force of evil in the world... I have gone toe to toe with him so I take this sort of thing seriously.

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Hi, this is DeeDee here. I haven't been connecting for awhile here. I was wondering how your doing since your surgery? There are alot of very long and interesting posts to catch up on here.I have been very fortunate to have had the chance to go jet setting around for a little while to visit a few relatives and a very good friend in two different locations. Before i left i was able to get enough of my pain pills to last the trips, now i'm back to the same old panic of am i going to be able to get my refills. I really hate this feeling of panic. There always seems to be a reason i just can't start on detoxing myself just now. When is it going to end? well enough crying now. My hand is doing alot better since the surgery as i hope your doing, let me know. DeeDee
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.....God has great things in store for you.  Your not challenging Jesus' existence, so your in for the journey of your life.  This is only the beginning!  Hang on and don't let go.
You will be amazed at whats to come.

Your sister in christ!!!!!
Annie  (: (: (:
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Not that you asked my opinion, but I've never been able to believe in Satan as a separate entity. I look at the things ordinary people do to each other and come to the conclusion that Satan is simply something to call the capacity for evil that lies in all of us. Breeze through a little history, recent or otherwise -- who or what could possibly exceed the violence, hatred and sadism that man has regularly inflicted on his fellow man? How could Satan top Hitler or Pol Pot? What is there left for him to do that hasn't already been done by common ordinary mortals? Satan's a pansy compared to mankind.
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Not wanting to leave god out of it, I must say that I don't believe god is a separate entity any more than Satan is. In fact, I consider the universe to be a single, homogenous entity. The fact that our feet aren't planted in the earth doesn't mean we aren't an aspect of the earth, and therefore an aspect of the universe. I believe mankind is simply the universe growing eyes to behold itself, ears to hear itself, hands to feel itself, and minds to glory in its own magnificence.
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"I believe mankind is simply the universe growing eyes to behold itself, ears to hear itself, hands to feel itself, and minds to glory in its own magnificence".
This is John Wheelers view,a self observing universe,he is a very respected Physicist and Philosopher.See also Paul Davies,if interested.
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Believe it or not, I've read a little Wheeler somewhere back in the mists of time. (or if it wasn't Wheeler, it was someone promoting a similar philosophy).

I am a life-long student of eastern religion and philosophy -- no expert, mind you -- but Zen Buddhism and Hinduism have helped me make sense of my "own" universe. I believe the essential truth of existence is to be found in a fusion of Buddhism and Hinduism.


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Total permanent ego loss would be a dangerous(dysfuntional) thing for a person trying to function in this society(america/australia).They simply would have no desire to compete.Total ego loss occurs only during the active state of the drug experience,when its effects wear off,your ego returns,but it now seems like a child within you,that once cried out for attention.The first experience on LSD of total ego loss is equated to thinking you have died,but what arises from that death of false self is a new way of seeing yourself and the world,a more flexible state,the ego always returns after each "Trip" however you learn that it is not the real you and is just a left over remnant from childhood,one places less energy in satisfying its selfish demands,this is as you desribe,a "refined" Ego.
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My achievment of level 8,is what in my book,I call cosmic consciousness.I never found a "God" there.I have never had an experience of God on LSD.
However as I said in another post I have had an experience of God?(lost for a word)once when I was about to self terminate(suicide),it is this God that is not cheap,from people I have talked to of very respected High enlightenment,this is very rare,they said I was lucky.
One can expand their consciousness to encompass all within this universe and thus permiate all of space,then time ceases to exist,it nolonger flows.
God seems to be an entity for Human experience as a normal Human with all our faults and strivings.
So in this respect I would not seek god through LSD,only revelations of self and universe.
Of course I do not live in the level 8 state but having spent much non-time there,it is a part of me always.
I still do not challenge Jesus`s existence,nor the God(father) that Jesus was the son of,it is the holy Ghost that I am familiar with.
Now about those wacko Rock stars doing strange things on stage,hurting animals etc,all I can say is I do not even kill flys,as they have the right to exist,when I walk down a foot path sometimes I notice an ant and make sure I do not step on it.
These things indicate my attitude to all life.
Tyrosine is good,the problem was nobody knew how to take it,the bottle says take one or two tablets,that simply will not work.You must have 4 grams on an empty stomach.
There are some other amino acids that help rebuild Endorphin polypeptides,I will look into it,for me a rigorous 10km ride on my bike does the job just fine.
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So you've been visiting.  That's good.  I'm doing as well as can be expected.  Your hand is better???  Ditch those pills.  Yes I did say that.  You will no doubt have arthritis, and I am here to tell you, the pain gets worse and there is no cure!!!!  I think (spook mentioned this) God spared me from addicition and tolerance (this is what i figured), because my condition will worsen....x-rays are proving this.  So, my advice is to take a holiday from this medicine......please!!! If you really don't need it now.  Your a strong person, I can tell.....come on you can do it!! Grab hold of the things you have passion for.  Ok, enough of the philisophical babbling.  Just listen to me, please.  lol
So good to hear from you!!!!
love ya!
Annnieeeee(:
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I'm tip-toeing......lol  With all due respect for Spook, my dear brother, lol I most definately know that Satan is real.  He has been in my bedroom and in my house.  lol
One of our employees came in and drank a cup of coffee w/ my husband and told him about a horrible experience that he had the night before.  He said Satan or a demon was in his room.  He was paralyzed, and could not move.  This is a good man.....does no drugs, and is not very religous. **keep in mind**  I didn't hear any of this, and was sound asleep in the back bedroom.  That night....I awoke to the sounds of backmasking(sp?) lyrics.  And felt extreme heat over my body.  Don't ask???  It's hard to explain.  I woke my husband up, and started to pray.  Then he told me what our employee said that morning. I was in a state of shock, and so frightened. At the risk of sounding totally crazy, I will tell you ......that this demon entered my home w/ this guy.  God says Satan can tempt you, but can't touch a hair on your head if you are a child of God.
Brighty, I am w/ you all the way on this.  I have very real accounts as to why I believe in God and Satan.  Just having my Life proves it. I have heard many many similar stories since this.  
Love,
Annie

Ps....I think this would be good for your daughter (the movie).....I am glad you two share experiences together.
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"God says Satan can tempt you, but can't touch a hair on your head if you are a child of God".

Annie,I am amazed to here this because this Satin thingy has visited me in my dreams(I have very vivid dreams and can nearly always remember them,even what I was thinking in a dream,within its reality),well anyway,in this dream the most horrid creatures were tormenting and "trying" to scare the hell out of me and hurt me Physically as well.These creatures were being "generated"?! by a bunch of evil people,in reality these people DO exist they steal and kill and have no respect for life,I know them from my bad old days,most are dead now or in jail,or Psychiatric institutions,however some still sell heroin,uncut and people die and they like don`t give a dam.Anyway in this dream they where laughing sadistically and asked me why I was not frightened and I said,"because I believe in God".This pissed them off and they vaporized,then I woke up.
Do you think I am not full of joy due to this God,always with me,my guiding light,of course I am.
What concerns me is I do not have a religion,so am I a fake,am I deluded?.Does it matter whatever God it is that is protecting me.
Just to throw a spanner in the works,during the 60`s Psychiatrists waiting rooms tended to be full of people who had taken LSD or where Schizophrenics and thought they were Jesus.
Now of course I know I am not Jesus or God.
  
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Yes... they came in a twosome.... ! And immobilized me with a fear I have not ever known before or since. Think I'll say goodnight and go pray.

Love, Brighty
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I think annie is saying that satan entered these people and was ultimately responsible for their actions.
Nothing can be considered a separate entity as we(our cells) are connected to their atoms,which in turn are connected to the quarks and leptons that compose them and they in turn are connected to the pregeometry of space,on top of that gravity interconnects all energy and energy and mass are in a constant transmutation.mass is not really solid it is energy in a state of conformation that interacts with other energy forms to create the illusion of mass or substance.
Do a google search for the super string theory and Quantum Universes,for more explanation on how this universe cannot be infinite nor finite,look into Quantum mechanics/Physics to dispel the now disproved Cartesian/newtonian universe and nature of matter.
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Intriguing posts tonight....
Spook...no, not a problem not having a particular religion... I do find it somewhat enriching to worship with my community although I don't feel it mandatory... and the concept of church, synagogue or mosque is rooted in cultures both social and ethnic and serves as a powerful catalyst to get things done in a community... such as service to others and ministries to our fellow humans. Lots of bad and lots of good in the name of religion.  

Patrick...That was interesting and also beautiful language. I tend to think that God or Satan are separate entities in the sense that we are all connected and God and Satan are the powerful superlatives that define that which is the root of goodness or root of evil. But I cannot say I am the same as God...I can say that I am in God and God is in me... there needs to be ( in my mind at least) a differential regarding God and Satan. I tend to think of differenty entities because I am not as benign as God, as knowing or as powerful but I am connected and sometimes knowledge and goodness flood me and sometimes evil takes over my thoughts.. but I am not that superlative evil which is trying to control me. That's my take, not that you or anyone asked me either! :-))

I tend to be most in agreement with Luke's molecule comments as far as the connectedness goes... this does not in any way diminish for me, the mystery or majesty of our Supreme God. Nor does it invalidate the Word of God in scripture. Nor does it lessen my fear of Satan... evil.

Annie & Spook.. I had a frigtening Satan thing happen to me also.. maybe about 20 years ago... I will not tell it here but it was real and there is no quesion about the presence.This is not so uncommon I see.

Spook... I once had a very spiritual physicist I met at a party years ago...one of those obligatory yukkie affairs... tell me that Jesus was Divine and human and thus because of His Divinity was a master of the application of quantum physics... and that is why he believed that Jesus said we could do what He did ... for instance heal the sick, walk on water, change water to wine or calm a storm... I have never felt that guy was a nut case and often wonder about this. Why would we not consider that the Son of God understands quantum physics ???

Re:LSD... why on earth would anyone want to do this for enlightment or consciousness or having an experience of egolessness ??? Aren't there people out there in asylums that never came back from their "trips" ?? There was a young man like that in the last facility my daughter was in... he was not a vegetable or anything like that... but he was ok until he did alot of LSD... he had a horrific experience and never returned to normal... he has similarities to a schizophrenic that is not on medication... he hears and sees stuff that is not there and still sees and talks about things that appeared to him in that trip... his family thinks he should be given LSD to see if he comes back, so to speak.... but he is institutionalized and they can't get anyone to agree. Maybe it would make him worse.

How is it Spook that so many times you did this and no permanent damage and others whig out for good ???

Annie.... you can send me all the stuff on Darwin you want :-)) LOL !!! I violated my own word and went far beyond the addiction medicine topic... I humbly acknowledge my flaws and one sidedness. This thread was too provocative for me to ignore.

Love, Brighty
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......Yeah he is a pansy alright....lol  There is only one verse that comes to mind when I think of you. "Even the very elect will be deceived!"  Your wisdom finds it hard to rationalize these things.  No offense of course.  I hold you near and dear to my heart.  
No, I didnt ask, but very glad you responded.  Some end time scholars beleive that Hitler was one of the anti-christ.  He was led by Satan.  This is all interpreted in the Bible.  I am no expert on this.  I may be getting in way over my head, but can tell you that the stories are all the same.  I was shaking and gasping for air when I just read Spook's post.  My husband had the very same experience....SPOOK, are you w/ me???
The stories are all too familiar.  Sometimes they come in 3.  They are always laughing, and sometimes paw at you.  Vapor is a good way to describe how they appear and disappear.  They tend to be very ugly too.  Hollywood is not to far off base.  
There are prophecy experts like Hal Lindsey who studied this sort of thing for years.  Ask a few Priest if they believe in demons.  I am sure they've seen the un-seeable. lol  
Pat,,,,I can read your mind.  You think I am nuts don't you??? lol  I have to joke about these things.  My husband works nights (lol) I shouldn't have opened this can of worms.  Now I'm freaken scared.  LOL

Love,
Annie

PS...Tried posting earlier, but the site was down.  Pat I respect your beliefs, and You also Spook.  I don't want to try a sway anyone.  We are all just simply sharing our experiences and beliefs.  I do not; by any means, promote organized religion.  I believe  "the church" is the body of believers.  God hates organized religion.  All I need is the spirit and the word, and we are united.  
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......You are truly enlightened my dear.  If there is anything you ever learn from me( if that's possible), know this.  I KNOW WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH, AND I BELIEVE YOU BEYOND ALL DOUBT.  
If only I could drag my husband to this board.  He doesnt have the time.  Look when I first met him......He was so screwd up from lsd.  I thought our relationship would not survive.  He was mentally effected for years.  His accounts were encounters w/ demons, and the spirit world.  Not a lovely sight.  He can not even put his experiences into words.  I won't tell him this, but there were times I thought he was 1 taco shy of a combo plate. lol  Now I will never discredit anyones experience, because I've recently had one of my own.  Satan was toying w/ me and taunting me.  Seriously.   I never thought I would ever hear myself say that.  I have a cousin who attended the school for the blind all of his life.  He said that demons came into his room and he felt a gust of wind and a force, subsequently being thrown from his bed.  There they were laughing at him.  You can imagine how scared he was....w/ limited sight.  lol
Brighty....I am not interested in Darwin anymore....lmao  How about we continue this diversion for a while.  If we can take everyone's mind off of their battles for a time, then this is not in vain.

Love Ya!
Annie
Ps......beautiful post, by the way.  God could really use you.  Imagine that.  Your crown will await you in the heavens.  lol
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Following all of the threads of logic,it now seems plausible that a person with enough consciousness energy force,could effect changes on an atomic level.Maybe Jesus being Gods son and all had just that much energy,Modern Physics supports it entirely,I prefer milder forms of energy control like telephathy,telempathism and astroprojection,I do not want to interfere with the way people are to much,because one must make their journey alone,it is their life.
Why did you think I got so upset about the Charles Manson,bookitty comment,he used his Psychic energy for evil.LSD had a lot to do with it,used to weaken and brainwash his prey,he already had the gift you cannot conjure it up,its just that his mind was damaged, corrupt,evil,but the energy he had could control people,he had mesmeric properties and abused them.whereas I keep to myself and do not want to control anybody but me.In fact by me just coming into contact with people causes them to unravel and they tell me their most intimate secrets,now this is part of my gift and its not easy, some people are full of anger and hate,others love and joy and others everthing inbetween,in fact I have an energy field that illuminates their consciousness,so they trip out quickly in my presence,so I can only really be around peacefull people,as I also feel what they feel through telempathism,but I am very good and never use thought insertion unless in an emergency.
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Quantum Physics has now shown the dual nature of particle and energy and the interchange between them,Theoretical Physics establishes that space is not empty,but built of energy structures,possibly refered to as pregeometry(Wheelers term),other wise it could not transmit light(emr)nor gravity.since consciousness predates the biological unit,it probably evolved within the pregeometric matrix of space,all levels of structure of matter(energy) are interdependent and in a state of communication.
life without consciousness is absurd,if one feels an emotion they must have an observer in the background to be conscious of that feeling.But most people have a subconscious,so are denied access to the source of pure emotionally unadulterated consciousness,which is like an energy pattern that interfaces with the mind and is NOT a product of it,In a way the brain acts as a device to capture and focus a pinpoint of consciousness. subconscious is a recent human development,representing a trashbin of undealt with or not understood Psychic forces generated in our memory traces from our life experience,A shaman has no need for subconscious.Modern society demands one to retain sanity in all but the very strong willed and self actuated or self realized,this is no paradise.
My third last girlfriend wanted to know one thing before we departed for good:"how did you handle so many trips",and my answer "I have a strong soul".My definition of soul is consciousness,it has no personal attachment to me,it permiates the entire universe and I have greater access to it.
You say that somebody had a bad trip and ended up in a Psych ward,Ok listen to this for a BAD trip,I am an arachnaphobic(**** scared of spiders)in this trip as vivid as the waking reality is,I was trapped in a chamber FULL of brown large revolting spiders,they were crawling in my mouth and I could smell them,this fragment of the trip was Hell,but in the back ground my silent observer(soul)or consciousness watched and new it was not real and was unpertubed.Now if somebody had not mastered ego loss and endured this they would have felt it was really happening to them and possibly been traumatized.These type of trips occur as a result of phobias/Neurosis etc,they help deal with the phobia through saturation.Once you take LSD you should not stop until the voyage is finished,ie no more spider ****,just total blissfull union with the universe you open the door of the subconscious you open the gateway into the otherside,you must not open it unless you intend to walk on through to the other side,leaving it open and you trapped on the Earthly(human) side,can open a porthole(to the universe) to all sorts of entities,that we know little of,some are benign others are guides,I have found no evil entities.If a person is traumatized by LSD they in effect have not even opened the door,they are still dealing with internal personal dillemas,programing(****)put in by our immoral society and the ego`s pathetic strivings,they did not even find the door,they are now more lost and confused before they even took the trip.
Next possibility is that the person had a genetic predisposition to Schizophrenia and have uncovered a "latent Psychosis",which may or maynot have ever manifested if they did not take the trip,usually these people do not need much to push them over the edge.My gene pool consists of a mother who is incredibly strong willed and determined,but emotionally blunt(flat effect),my father is highly intelligent and emotional and spiritual,but a space cadet like me.
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Hey sister!  I was worried about you last night.  How did you sleep?? lmao.....What a topic/subject to be on right before beddy bye time. lol  I wish you (&meeee) sweet dreams from here on out. lol

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annie, I don't think you're nuts at all! Our thinking is not as dissimilar as you might suppose. I believe in evil. How could one not, given the glorious history of the human race? Evil is real and fully capable of manifesting itself in the minds, hearts and actions of any member of the human race. You just see Satan as incarnate and I see him as being manifest in the heart of man. The effect, unfortunately, appears to be the same.
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Dear Tom,
Well it's Reassuring to know how you feel.  How did we get on this subject anyway? LOL  I respect your beliefs, and feel compelled to bring forth some foundation as to why I believe In Satan. This is one note that I can't leave hanging in the balance.
Spook, You may find this interesting, and some food for thought:
If Satan is not real, there sure are many people putting forth much effort on his behalf. Ex:

Anton S. LaVey Dies at 67
Founded the Church of Satan
From News Services
Sunday, November 9, 1997; Page B15
The Washington Post

SAN FRANCISCO
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Sammy Davis Jr. ??????? He converted to Judaism and was actively Jewish.
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I am curious.  What is your take on our "so-called" encounters w/ demons.  Do you think that we were just feeling what was in our hearts, and our minds were revealing it???  Playing tricks on us.  I believe these little beast are vehicles of Satan.  They are real, and all around us.  
I grew up next to a city where witchcraft, satanism, and voo doo were all to commonplace.  Just for board criteria, I'll say drugs were a big problem there.  It wasn't unusual for the subject of sacrificed animals to be on the 6:00 news.  
This subject always intrigued me.  My dad used to worry about me, because I would frequent an occultic bookstore, and run home to tell about the satanic bible I saw.  I was young, and of course too curious for my own good.
Now, I will expose him whenever given the opportunity.  He's the great deceiver.  He is responsible for the turmoil that our world is in.  

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Thank you, Annie... yes I slept ok... I pray every night and frankly I do get the willies thinking of evil... but I also am very aware that the light of the Divine is much more powerful and that I cannot be injured... If I think something is amiss I address him immediately and tell him to be gone he has no hope of success with me and although he has tried he will not harm my family either. I have shouted at him aloud and told him he would never take her when my daughter was on life support... they thought I was nuts at the hospital... one nurse told me that my daughter would live for what I had done there. I simply do not believe that it is God's will that children die of heroin overdoses... this is not God's work. This is why I always tell people here to claim their healing.. it's their spiritual birthright... and addiction is a spiritual illness. I am positive of the reality of Satan... be he a negative energy or a little red guy with horns... our images are somewhat juvenile and make him very easy for the sophisticated person to dismiss... I think this is why so many people just say he is not real. I'm afraid if people believe that they are unwittingly easy targets. We have a culture that makes you feel like a looney tune or a holy roller if you profess a belief in something as antiquated as the devil... LOL... he has been here since the beginning and has an immortal soul like you and me... he is here eternally and so are we. Frankly I think it is silly to assign a sex to a spirit... but we tend to use the masculine.. my encounter was with 2 in female personage.

You are very wise about posts being written on LSD also... I am probably the only active non -addict here... lately I feel totally out of the loop... and I am grateful... because I have not used LSD I don't think I am less enlightened or more enlightened. I watched too many of my college friends descend into the depths of despair...I am a child of the 60's ...  one young man... a friend of mine.. a brilliant academian and the editor of our college literary magazine... sat under the sixth street bridge in downtown Pittsburgh and put a bullet in his head ... he hovered between life and death for 9 days and finally they allowed visitors... his mother was a visage of total sorrow... his face was black and blue and head swollen like a watermellon... he did not have a clue who his fiance was and asked me who I was also. So when I hear all these glamour stories of the enlightenments of LSD I see Kenny. I remember my ex-boyfriend( from many many years ago) on LSD one night standing on the roof of his car screaming that he couldn't get down.. and in total terror of anyone trying to rescue him because he thought the tire tracks in the mud near his car were chasms of the Grand Canyon... and my son is now 25 and a son any parent would be proud of in all ways... he did LSD in high school and was off the wall... seeing hangmans in the corner of his visual field, thinking the devil was after him and probably right, and totally mentally ill for about a year... and to this day he is neither insane or strange nor is he a love, peace, guru, mr. earthmother, searching for nirvana type... he is a nice person with a good sense of reality... and said that he learned alot about LSD... that when it's over you can choose reality or dwell in the hippie dream and project that you have found it all and delude yourself some more.... LOL.... I guess everyone is different.

I think I need a break from the forum for awhile, Annie... it's getting exhausting and I do need to nurture myself a bit. I want to go to the beach and find God everywhere and be grateful for all He has shown me... and I need to start walking again and lose a few lbs.... peace to you, may you be well and blessed with relief from your pain. Love, Brighty

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.....Not sure about Sammy Davis, JR.  I think the article was phocussing on the early days of Anton Lavey.  I know Jane Mansfield was killed probably 30 years ago, so this is why I beleive they were referring to the early days of the church.  I do not think he has much of a following now. lol  Of all the illnesses and deaths that can occur, notice his death involved the heart.....Anton Lavey.  It was probably soooo black.   lol

I hate to even mention his name!!!

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say what you will about Anton Lavey, but you must admit that his haircut and goatee put him way ahead of his time head-fashionwise!
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LOL!!!! You know I have no clue who this guy is but have heard of him no less.... and I personally cannot like this look.. the goatee and shaved head...it's not bad or unclean looking or anything... just "in" but I just hate that look.... not the people necessarily as I don't know them.. know some personally though and they are super nice and good people ..... it's just ME.... I thought maybe it was a throwback memory to the "bad man" in the funny papers... you know he kind of looked like that... NOW I wonder if I saw a photo of this guy, don't remember and it stayed in my sub-conscious.

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Wheat germ fungus ????????? I put that on my cereal... I live in Florida.. do I have to keep it in the fridge ?? If it gets a bit humid and develops a little mold will I get enlightend while eating my Wheaties ???? Everyday I get a little closer to finding the answers... all encrypted on this board... keep reading folks.. we also have dual identities who come here.

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... I just re-read your post again.  I need to talk to you about
telempathism.  Is this comparible to ESP.  My mom has extra sensory....and usually can tell about something before it happens.  I noticed similar tendencies in myself as I became older.  I really do not want to discuss this here.  I already have revealed so much about myself that I may as well plaster my real name all over the board.
My husband works at a university(spare time), and spoke to a professor that gives lectures about this.  He said that we have a 6th sense, but many people pass occurrences off as being a coincidence.  Many supress this tendency.  They sometimes think it is evil, and do not know enough about it, and therefore do not develope it.  I aggree w/ you on the matter of LSD and telempathism.  This opens up the 6th sense.  People freak out, and do not know how to handle it. I have only discussed this subject w/ my mother and husband.  I try to stay away from the issue, because I am divided on spiritual aspect of it.  I usually put it out of my mind, and avoid it.
Now I'm really sounding like a nut-cake.  I will get your email address from cin. I will be out of town, but will return soon.  Maybe we can discuss this....I usually understand about 50% of what you post about, but this really hit home.
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I want to know if your tongue is planted firmly in your cheek when you espouse that LSD "yes God is in the mescaline capsule" I'm @level 8 stuff.. You are obviously a very bright, playful and deep soul - so I wonder if you are having as good a laugh writting it as I am reading it. Yup you can certainly expereince the ChristO archetype with the aid of a proper set(ting) and enough wheatgerm fungus to dissolve your ego. Problem is with that - new ego replaces the old and now this ****** knows you can whack him with a pill and as a result, is so much more convincing that it doesn't in fact have a stranglehold on the ghost in the machine. I did have some quite profound expereinces myself with STP. Non verbal, astral cruising, most profound was the ability to actually "see" myself without tripping :) on it. Ultimately it's another trap - a diversion. I am happy about the overall effect (opening up) psychedelics have had on society. On a personal level though it's limited. Anyone can do the yoga on the mountain top - to get back without the neuropharmacological  aid that you tricked yourself into thinking you needed to actually get there in the 1st place - that's the trick. When you figure it out please lemme know, I want in on the secret handshake ~_~
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Telempathisism means I can feel what you feel and project my feelngs on to others(usually the person who is a subject of my telempathic communication maybe even you(via the internet .BEWARE!) ,this gives me great manipulative power,but god and the devil[SAtan}) offered me all sorts of power over people,I rejected "Satin" and took gods advice for me to feel other peoples problems or bliss .but not interfere as they learn about themselves through this experience,I/O-open to entry(not locked or encrypted),pretty-tation.
Annie I recenty met jesus whithin my minds eye and HE said my approach can and will help this PLanet,I am really amazed now as LSD,Heroin dabling.cannabis sucking person whom is now nearly  STRAUGHT I was touched,my cup runneth over.
Jesus had problems talking about modern science but we got our points throught it was easy,he left me with a feeling that WE all can and will as civilians link to together and bring down the oppressive regime of modern GOVERNMENTS.
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you are correct - metaphysically speaking, but it isn't what you think ..
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yeah pretty much, although I 'spect that ol hesus didn't need to employee even a yogic trick - he may not have been a full blown avatar but he was obviously doing **** at a subatomic level.
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I have other reasons for not having a BIG ego,But it is good that we speak the same language,if we have both attained TRUTH then their is nothing to discuss,just be.
I think we can learn a bit from each other.
Remember I have not taken LSD for about 5 years.
Nirvana is good to attain,but I believe in our society,you just end up starving to death,so I left it alone,
So now I am a bit of everything.
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I agree once you learn all that LSD can teach one ,leave it alone.Sensory deprivation can achieve the same result,bit slower though,espec in this noisey hectic society.
I do not think Mescaline can take one as deep(level 6 maybe),it is more symbolic and religious.
I needed many trips to break through my ego and eventually started giving it(LSD or my ego you decide?)) away,funny thing is not many people like it and I tell them that well you do not like yourself then.
My advice is to start with 40micrograms and very slowly work your way up ,or else all HELL will break loose.But their cure for hell is Opioid ,alcohol,sex,etc.
If anybody has some purple horn shaped fungus(Claviceps purpurae) growing on their Rye,do not eat it as you will get gan"green",one must avoid saint anthonies FIRE.(caused by undiethylated Lysergic Acid).it is still Psychoactive though!!!!!
Some say jesus turned water to wine by putting infected bread(made from Rye) in the water,tranliteration should not be taken literally.
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Yes.. I had told Spook in a thread yesterday that over 20 years ago I met a physicist at some function I was obliged to attend... he was a very spiritual man... and of course very odd... he told me that Jesus knew Quantum Physics and it's how He performed miracles... and He believed He was truly Divine and also perfectly human... and most definitely the Son of God....he told me that and lots of things that really helped me think far beyond...it colored my spiritual development quite a bit.

No question that nearly everybody throughout history has totally misinterpreted or misunderstood that Jesus told us we could do what He did and even greater.

I guess Spook is the person now who is the most similar in many ways of that man I met ...and quite a good catalyst for stagnant minds like mine.

Love, Brighty
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no question I am in extrovert "mode" lately. I was so painfully shy as a kid - freindly but way shy - that i think this aspect of developed because when the girls came back from summer break in the eigth grade I knew some **** had changed and I was gonna run down an investigation. I do require lots of down time for just me - voracious reader and all that. Your friend that split mentally after one run of methamphetamine was probably just taking the shortest route there. I am always suspect about drug experiences - repeated abuse aside - causing permanent psychosis. Maybe it's just that the people I chose to be with and myself have particularly strong built in defenses against that - don't know. I do remember people having bad acid trips and never leaving the mental institutions - poor souls. What part of the world are you in? I thought I got Australia somewhere but? If thats true I'm interested to know what typical culture is like there? I get the materialism thing absolutely and since it's a British colony like most democracies I guess it probably isn't a lot different in any meaningful sense than the states.. Stay in touch - We killed the race car Wed nite at the racetrack and I must do some wrenching today.
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Sandoz labs Swiss(lysergide)=good shite(bitter taste),I wanted to say that none of my friends had a problem with it,they hated it and would not use it,they prefer heroin.I loved LSD and did most trips on my own in a darkened room,no music or distractions,now 3 of my friends are dead from OD,the survivers still use daily and have jobs and family and I have a "binge" on heroin from time to time.
Another friend who never even took LSD,but took Methamphetamine once,developed a Psychosis and thinks he is Jesus,now the Neuroleptics he is on have given him tardive dyskinesia and akathisia.oh well?
I think it is dependent upon your initial personality type,extroverts seem to spin out,I am a typical introvert.
At the age of 6 I lay awake all night wondering how the universe could be infinite or finite for that matter.At least I know the answer to that one now.(see info on Quantum universes)
Some people just like "normal" reality,others would happily fly around "this" universe and others if they could.
Their are other realities,but in our western societies they are taboo,Materialism is the order of the day.
At one point entheogens where known as Psychotomimetics(talk about propagander).
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nice to know yer not the only nut(s) on the table huh ?
Even thinking about acid does the same thing that thinking about cocaine does - makes me want to look out the window to see if they're here to get me.. I took all that way tooo far and now my brain is like - oh **** you pal not, here how about a big ass psychosis for your efforts..
I am very grateful to have been through it all and survived intact. Many of my peer group did not fair nearly as well. I now recognize that the years of psychedelic abuse left me wide open for anything (opiates, stimulants) that would pull me out of the serotonin(lack of) slump I was in. Acid - especially as strong as the Sandoz stuff we had was much like ecstasy - just blasts the hell out of the serotonin production and the resultant rebound is long and weird. I sure as hell would not recommend it for anyone else, but for me I'm quite positive it was "in the plan". I started taking peyote as a child at prayer meetings for the boys going to and returning from Vietnam - so that opened the door and it was a very good staring point because it was not purely experimental / recreational but was spiritually grounded and in a safe environment. That is quite possibly what kept me sane. I was always such a seeker and the way LSD knocked back my inhibitions and allowed me for the first time to laugh at myself was literally the most wonderful therapy I could have had. We usually had very safe and nurturing environments and many nights I ended up being ground control when someone got tweaky - but always there were valuable insights to be had by all. I don't remember which Indian master said it but this is a literal quote - this is for you Brighty - he said "when you get it" i.e. when you attain enlightenment and see the true nature of REALITY - you will laugh you ass off. I will email everyone as soon as that happens. :)
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I've been off opiots for 3 days after a detox clinic.I'm just depressed but I have all I could be thankful for and yet I still feel tired and uninterested. Low, I relapsed after 2 yrs clean and Im beating my self up. Can anyone help ?
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you have posted on a really old thread.  Go up to the top of the page to the orange ask a question icon.  Click on it and copy paste your post.  You will start a NEW thread and others will be able to see it and help.  You will get help, I promise!!!!!  Glad you got here.
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