OMG! This sounds just like me. I get so pissed off when my doctor want give me pain meds for my fake illness LOL! The nerve of him. Anyway, I know how you feel. We only think about the next fix. It's just the way this monster operates. He is a huge A**!
Now I'm going to bed for real!
Nite
I have been worried about you. I just said a few moments ago that I was going to bed but when I saw your post, I just had to write. Hang in there. You are not a bad person. We have all done bad or insensitive things all because of the drugs. I used to steal pills from my husband after he broke his leg, or after he had an operation, etc. When my dad died, I took all of his pain meds home with me. My siblings asked what happened to dad's pills, and I said I don't know.
So baby, hang in there. I'll check on you in the morning.
Love,
Yoda
It is ok we all have those feelings or at least had them.You are NOT a bad person .You are just dealing with addiction.DONT let guilt overwhelm you.I have so much guilt i would cut my arm off to get rid of the pain.I mean that!
I like how u call them monsters cuz that is exactly what they are. they turn my life upside down and inside out and now i am out so so scared thank u for ur reply good night Chros
I like how u call them monsters cuz that is exactly what they are. they turn my life upside down and inside out and now i am out so so scared thank u for ur reply good night Chros
I like how u call them monsters cuz that is exactly what they are. they turn my life upside down and inside out and now i am out so so scared thank u for ur reply good night Chros
I like how u call them monsters cuz that is exactly what they are. they turn my life upside down and inside out and now i am out so so scared thank u for ur reply good night Chros
I like how u call them monsters cuz that is exactly what they are. they turn my life upside down and inside out and now i am out so so scared thank u for ur reply good night Chros
sorry didnt mean to post that so many times i guess my puter is as fuked up as me lol Yoda i knew u were worried and that is why i posted i saw u on here. ALso every1 elsewho helps me through this. I gotta go to bed but i will be on in the morning and i know i dont have to say this but please someone check on me luv to all and good nite Chros