oh my gosh i really feel for you! i am so sorry to hear your story. hugs to you and keep fighting! most important believe in yourself!!!! have you thought about seeing a naturopath? it won't take it all away but maybe it can help slow the process. take care, thinking of you!
What a scary family history to have and to know u run the risk of obtaining this. I really wish u the best...can u start seeing a genetic dr to get tested for it? Greatest blessings to u hun!!!