hi guys i am brand new here, i have been putting off back surgery, for close to 9yrs,now the pain is so bad i cannot hardly walk anymore. my doctor said i have a real chance of ending up paralyzed if i keep letting this go, do you guys believe this is true? i mean i know i am getting really alot worse than, say a year and my last mri ago. so i have buckled down and decided to do it, but i am scared to death, i am a real control freak and my biggest fear is of being KNOCKED OUT! i know that is juvenille but that is what scares me the most, not the recovery or the horrible pain i will be in, i reallyneed some input, has anyone had this kind of surgery? what kind of pain (or should i say more back pain) will i have after surgery, and getting around, any suggestions would be helpful, also your insights into even haveing this. oh and i am a kitty lover i have 16 furry babies, they are indoors,spoiled, and adored. so i will always talk kitty talk, or any kitty health probs. i am good a diagnosing after so many yrs .exp. oh my home email is ***@**** so feelfree to email me also. i live on the coast of oregon, i am a christian, 53 yrs old disabled and also i have lupus sle. god bless all