BEING SOCAILLY DISABLED

[Malaksharif]

i cannot function as a human being anymore

i have no social life because i cannot control myself around people,,,,i cannot handle people ,,,i cannot bear the pressure,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,people are exhausting to deal with.....................even my family,,,,mother ,,,brothers and sisters and their problems..............................i cannot be the old me who help solving others problems.......

i need to live a peaceful life but i know this does not exist,,,,,,,,,,where can i find a place to live peacefully

i feel so bad when i find my family members in need of the old me but i cannot function anymore
i cannot bear them or myself

i hate the BP me so much
am so lonely sick of complaining
just needed to write this down
just needed to feel that there is somebody out there to read
i do not want any one to answer me
because no one can help me
and no words can do any deference
thank you for wasting your time reading my negative feelings

[Malaksharif]

thanks

i did not know that reading your response can mean that much to me
(people i do not know,,will never meet, but understand and feel me more than anyone i know)

[freebird227]

I am proof positive that we can with the correct meds have a productive life. But I had to crawl through the depths of hell it felt like b4 we found a combination of meds that work well for me........There is hope    But what I have learned over the years is that MEDS are not the only solution For me I had to learn all over what I was capable of doing and    I hope to offer you hope that yes we do back slide in taking care of ourselves at time but we can always start over with little emotional damage.
Journal what stability looks and feels like for you.
Journal your thoughts throughout the day
Get plenty of rest/sleep
exercise often/ meditate if you choose
Have a support person to bounce things off of.
A good therapist.

Take what you like and leave the rest....In knowledge there is power

Hope and action and the right meds.

[Xila31]

That's true. We are not alone. Look how many of us are here and we're only a small fraction of people with our problem. I just hope you find some way to feel better.

[hell1971]

you think the bp you is of no help to others, when this is the opposite, by posting these thoughts you have given me the knowledge that I am not alone. I do not feel your words are waisted when they give me support. I feel this is a lonely battle yet everyday I come on here and realise I am not alone, perhaps alone with my own illness and recovery but not alone as someone who suffers from bipolar. take care x