What is really wrong with me??

[jennstuff]

I was woundering if what i really have is it bipolar ,aspergers ,personality disorder ,and there is so many other disorders i can relate to,,I was diagnost as bp,,3 years ago,,But im really not sure if thats what i really have,,I have a really heard time talking to people ,,I only have one friend,,I cant hold a job for more then 5 months because as soon as i live my house in the morning to go i start to get nervous i dont drive so i take the city bus and the all day im nervous about what people are thinking about me i cant look pepole in the eye i always look down and side to side when somone tries to talk to me,,im always thinking people are talking about me about how weaired i am ,,i feel diffrent not normal..complity sepret from everyone else,,I feel like this everytime i live my house ,,,i lost my job because of this ,Now i have been in my house for over a week,,what is really wrong with me,,,Im on cymbelta

[paranoid_cataclysm]

Yeah ILADVOCATE is right, I got side distracted and forgot to mention like I should of that only a psychiatrist can make a diagnosis.

[ILADVOCATE]

Only a psychiatrist can make a diagnosis but having trouble relating to people as I found before recovery from schizoaffective disorder can sometimes be part of paranoia and the like but that can be part of bipolar and bpd as well. Ask them what you full diagnosis is and what could help treat it. Asperger's Syndrome is a developmental disability that is entirely seperate in how it impacts on people.

[paranoid_cataclysm]

I can relate to most of what you're talking about.  I've known for some time that I have some form of Autism and I was diagnosed by a general practitioner with Bipolar Disorder so I don't know if the latter diagnosis is accurate but I hope that information helps.