Excellent advice from Bradian :)
Get as much emotional support as possible!
Also there is a group called the Bipolar Depression Support Alliance (DBSA)
okay there is a few different things you can try. I have been in the same situation before:
-Go to your local DES office and apply for healthcare
-call the suicide hotline to get a refferal to a local agency that will give you psych meds (they do that)
-Call the National Alliance on Mental Illness
I hope this helps...I have more resources if you need. Sorry I took so long to respond.
Hugs-Bradian
yes i do live in the us. i live in the state of california.
Do you live in the USA or somewhere else?
If you live in the USA I can advise you further on how to get help.
Hugs-Bradian