i am BP1 supposedly, perhaps 2 i don't know could be non-specified too.
The problem is that i was always on antipsychotics once diagnosed 2 years ago, but never on a proper mood stabilizer. A month ago i got fed up and my pdoc started me on an infantile dose of 2mg then 4 of lamictal etc...gradually to avoid side effects, e.g rashes, etc... since i was in the depressed phase already it was assumed not to help immediately so i intervened with seroxat/paxil an AD until my lamictal kicks in.
Unfortunately, i had to cut lamictal completely because something akward happened. my brain voltage was on and off i.e. my eyes seems to shut down so i get up jump a little on and off a process which repeats itself (funny the same happened to a lady in the forum here describing the same phenomena). so i am now on seroxat only for about a month 20mg along with my AP: seroquel, risperidone, stelazin in small doses. Today i started the anxiety, irritability so i gather it's the seroxat, i saw my pdoc he said to cut it to 10mg and to keep lamictal stand by.
My question, perhaps i am not in good terms with the lamictal or the mood stabilizers in general because once tegretol brought me serious headaches. My father said perhaps i am not BP (always in denial, however all my pdocs said i am) because had i been one then i should have got along with the mood stabilizers. Anyhow, does lamictal bring this ? or in general most MS ? i am afraid i am not left with other MS except lithioum and valporate which i despise the name, what about topamax? what about gabapentin (the missing link) gaba is important to BP but no one discusses it in forum brand name neurontin.
now is this on and off process familiar, next is it dangerous?. What is it excatly ?
i also know that anxiety is building up so i used an extra benzo today and it calmed me down. I had hopes on seroxat, yet SSRI in general are hazardous bringing cycling and mixed states if not covered by MS. So i can't rely on my seroxat for good i suppose
please feedback for those experiencing this on/off phenomenon
thanks
ezz