Mum has copd, diabetes, ulcerative colitis, angina, osteoperosis (very severe), prolapsed colon, stomach ulcers. She is currently in hospital with yet another chest infection. I understand that she now has heart failure and is retaining a lot of water in her feet, legs, hands, arms and around her neck. She is unable to walk due to the pain of the osteoperosis and the copd more than just a couple of steps and is on 02 24/7. Her heart rate when she was admitted was 138 but topped at 170. Her 02 levels dipped to 88 and glucose 18.5 As you can imagine she is very low, wasn´t eating much and has also signed forms to say that she does not want resus, artificial breathing or artificial feeding. I have seen mum suffer for many years but since my dad died a couple of years ago now she has really gone down hill and is very depressed. I live in Spain and my mum lives in the uk but I visit for a week each month to look after her. The rest of the time she lives in her own home with carers 4 times a day and all night. She never leaves her bedroom as she is unable to manage the steps.
Mum tells me she wants to die but is scared, I think this is why her body just won´t let go. The hospital say she is ok and that if there is a change they will call me so I can get over there as quick as possible. She is actually trying to eat a little and is sitting up. When I was with her a week ago she was sleeping most of the day or very tired. I think she is managing to stay awake a little longer now.
I don´t really understand the stages of copd and the hospice tell me that it is very difficult to judge how long a person will live with this disease. Do you think from my very unprofessional description that I will have Mum for long, or do you think her prayers to be with my dad will be answered? Thank you for listening to me.