No, but I am currently in the process of seeking a therapist. Thank you
It may well be unrealistic (though very understandable) to look for the meds to be a total off switch. You need more tools.
Are you in psychotherapy as well as the meds?
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My doctor put me on one 10mg of Zyprexa (Olanzapine) for the molestation thoughts cuz they were feeling all too real. They're going away somewhat. I'm taking two 2 mg of Risperdol for it too as well wit a combo of other meds for anxiety. How soon will the thoughts go away COMPLETELY?
As we discussed last round, and as you know, this is all a common part of OCD. As I'm sure you are discussing with your therapist, you can take more and more control over this.
I wonder beyond that if you were taught earlier in life that you are not who you are supposed to be (according to their ideas). This can be direct or very subtle and 'between the lines.'
Often people are given 'life missions' like "Unite the family", or "Make your mother a happy person." These assignments are impossible and leave the kid with a pervasive feeling of badness or inadequacy,
This sort of 'brainwashing' can combine forces with a tendency to OCD and make both worse.
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