I should have had a baby that I didn't because it would have caused a lot of questions. It never leaves me.
I should have had a baby and didn't. It never leaves me. I don't guess it ever will.
First, she probably washed her hands before entering the exam room. That's how it's done -- medical professionals don't do it in the exam room. Second, germs are everywhere -- you can't avoid them no matter how often you wash your hands. It helps, but if it was that effective all harmful organisms would be extinct, and they aren't. But most important, guilt does nothing for you but teach you what not to do next time. Once you learn the lesson, hanging onto the guilt is useless, so figuring out why you're hanging on to this will solve your immediate problem.