Depression?

[Mom2four85]

I'm finally going to find help for what's wrong with me - I KNOW I'm depressed, moody, and I'm sick of it - I'm sick of holding it all together and feel like I'm going to just explode if I just deal with it any longer. Why do I have to be the 'strong' one and always help others and risk my health and well being.  sorry to whine, complain & rant; I'm just sick and tired of being sick :( and feeling down while holding my life together

My pcp prescribed Lexapro not long after I had heart surgery, but it did nothing.  I have all kinds of heart electrical problems and neurologic things going on - so I'm not sure what type of meds I can be on, anyone know? Does it really help just to talk to a professional really?

what type of dr do I see about getting a diagnosis? I want someone to listen to me and tell me what I have not just my pcp say yes it's understandable you have depression

[Mom2four85]

thank you again and yes that's exactly how I feel and I hope therapy helps me as it has you.

[Mom2four85]

thank you =)  I looked under my mental health info for my insurance and couldn't figure out which dr treats what so I thought I'd ask.

I often kid I have nerves of steel and I can fly! super mom...well super mom hit a super brick wall and can't get back up :P I feel like most days I'm walking on a thin layer of ice and if one more thing is put on my shoulders the ice is going to break and I drown...does that make sense?

[mammo]

You want to see a psychiatrist for an evaluation, they are most knowledgable on what medications you can take and refer you to the proper therapist.  This is not something to be handled by your PCP.  Unfortunately, finding the proper medication is often trial and error, but well worth it when we do find the right one. Therapy is good because it addresses why we are depressed, and teaches us coping skills while learning a lot about ourselves along the way.  You should try it, it can't hurt and may help.  It sounds like you've been through a lot and you need to get yourself in a better place emotionally, and seeing the proper specialist(s) will do this.  I've been exactly where you are, and therapy and medication helped me tremendously. You're not whining, and feel free to vent to us anytime!  We understand, care and can be your support group while you go through this.  You're only one person, trying to do too much.  It's time for YOU!  Take care.