Hello all - I am a basically healthy 48 year old male that is searching for some answers, like many on this forum. What a great forum, and thanks to the organizers, contributors, etc!
I have recently experienced some stressful events in my life with my wife, kids, etc. and suffered a relapse of horrible symptoms that I had about 9 years ago. During the previous episode, I had another very stressful incident (work related) that triggered the same symptoms which include but are not limited to the following:
Insomnia (waking at 4 AM, not being able to get back to sleep)
Depression - empty feeling, sad, not feeling like "myself", etc.
Anxiety - worry worry worry, "What Ifs" spinning around in my head.
Appetite - not being able to eat very much at all, even if they are my favorite foods
Some brain fog off and on during the day
I understand that we *all* worry from time to time, and that's normal. What is horrible about my situation is that this has now gone on for 1 month *after* the initial events that seemingly triggered this current episode. I am now starting Paxil (that worked fairly well before), but it is "slow going" thus far and I am sufferinig terribly in the meantime. The Paxil is starting to "kick in", but I am experiencing bad insomnia in the process that is likely related to the medicine, despite the fact that I am taking it first thing in the morning.
My main reason for posting this particular entry is to see if anyone else has experienced the following peculiar symptoms, and to hope and pray that there might be even an MD or someone that was treated by an MD for a similar situation....
The "peculiar" symptom is that on a fairly regular basis (almost daily) during this current episode I feel a "cooling" feeling in my hands at roughly about 4-5 P.M. every day, which is soon thereafter accompanied by feeling like my "old self"! I cherish these moments, and they usually will remain sustained for the rest of the evening. Unfortunately, when I go to sleep and wake up the next morning I feel very "odd" again.
Have any of your patients or anyone else in your research experienced this, or am I a lone ranger here? Honestly, I am basically a sane guy and this is very frequent, almost every day lately. I am wondering if it's related to a hormonal imbalance, seratonin levels, sleep disorder, or ??? If anyone has an answer or clue for this you would be be my instant hero for eternity.
(P.S. - how long can I expect this insomnia to go on if it is indeed a Paxil side effect? I am actually taking generic Paroxetine per the prescription label).
Thank You!!!