I have been on first 10 mg of Citalopram for 3 months and then 20 mg for 1 month. It was prescribed because I had a serious Cancer surgery, but they got it all. However, during my recovery, 4 family members passed away. i.e. the Rx. But now I do not want to be addicted to this pill, yet my dr. tells me to continue because of the stress I have been thru. I am more afraid of getting off them than continuing taking same. I was fine b4 all this happened and would like to rid my system of the rx as I have such mood swings, horrible dreams, no appetite, don't want to go anywhere or do anything. All the above were supposed to be helped by taking Citalopram, yet seems to have compounded situation. I don't feel suicidal, but I seem to look forward to going at bed at night instead of having a life during the day. Thank you for any suggestions.