PS
I forgot to say that I dropped 50 pounds when I went off the antidepressants.
I currently maintain a good weight with daily 1 mile walks, and I eat whatever I want.
Welcome to the world of POP A PILL TO FEEL BETTER.
I was diagnosed with the wrong problem. I spent years of my life, on and off meds like this, and including this med.
At one point I weighed 185 lbs from taking ZYPREXA and Effexor.
I eventually got sick of taking meds, feeling physically like crap, and not feeling any better emotionally. The weight became a serious health issue for me.
I finally weaned myself off the meds. It was a horror show having to go through withdrawal from Effexor for two months. The world was constantly going "Flikity Flick". Very difficult to work at my medical job feeling like that.
I am currently properly diagnosed.
I moved to OR, where I am enrolled in the Med Marijuana program, for muscle spasms. The MM helps with my PTSD as well. I literally take no other medicine, other than the occasional over the counter pain med, like tylenol, or naprosyn.
I am in EMDR and DNMS therapy which have been VERY helpful in reducing my anxiety and panic triggers. I can feel what is happening to me now, which is helpful in feeling when I am triggered, and overreact. I am in much better control of my world.
I had issues of suicidal thoughts with antidepressants.