I'm sorry you're having a rough time.
I'm assuming you want off your meds so you can have a baby? Did I understand that correctly?
Listen hon, you're on a pretty complicated cocktail of drugs, ALL of which should be tapered SLOWLY and gradually. You need to make sure you're working with a doctor who really understands these medications, and how to properly wean a person off of them.
The taper should also be done ONE medication at a time, and the tapering OFF one medication should ideally be over, with a few weeks in between before starting on a new medication. If not, it REALLY becomes impossible to determine what symptoms or side effects could be from what.
Please make sure you have a GOOD doctor helping you with this, and prepare yourself that it's going to take a GOOD bit of time to successfully, safely and comfortably taper off all of these medications. You're going to be in it for the long haul, if you want to do it the most optimal way.
Hang in there, and let us know how you're doing!
I hope someone can relate to this and I wish you the best.